am Desperate for all You are

REDEMPTION

2009-03-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

"Feel bad, it's okay. But always remember that whatever it is, you can surpass it all. God never leaves us empty handed. He makes sure that when He takes something away from you, may it be something really beautiful or someone really special, He leaves you with something that's more than what He took away. A lesson to keep and remember for a lifetime. "
-JUNIE-

Parang isang bata, kapag nadapa, Tumayo!!
IT' S NEVER TOO LATE TO STAND UP AGAIN.
GOD IS A FORGIVING GOD.
He gives CHANCESESESESSESESESSES.
he is sweet. The warmth of his EMBRACE awaits for us!

GO GERALD GO!

Satan , the Fallen Worship Leader *repost

2009-03-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

a repost from Kenny of GUITARPRAISE. YFCs and MusicMin please Read! This is very true to us especially to the musicmin. Look forward not to your friends' praises, but to the Lord's delight in you!

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The Bible names three angels - Michael, Gabriel, and Lucifer. The last angel is, of course, better known as Satan. Ps 103:20 tells us that angels are "mighty ones who do his bidding, who obey his word" - each of these angels represent the various ways we serve God.

Michael is known for being an angel of works, putting into action what is needed to help others ("then Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me", Dan 10:13). He is also an angel of warfare ("Michael and his angels fought against the dragon", Rev 12:7), and represents the spiritual battles we fight for others in the community. The second angel is Gabriel, who is known for delivering God's Word. Gabriel is most well known for preparing Mary for Jesus' birth (Luke 1:26-38); he was also called to speak to Daniel about a vision (Dan 8:16).

The last (ex)angel, Lucifer, served God in worship, like many of us. I find it quite uncomfortable to be compared with the devil, but the truth is that we we need to keep on our toes against vanity and pride.

Ezekiel 28:12-14 tells us that Lucifer was a beautiful creature:
"You were the model of perfection, full of wisdom and perfect in beauty.. every precious stone adorned you... Your settings and mountings were made of gold; You were on the holy mount of God; you walked among the fiery stones".

In the same way, musicians can look quite good on stage, and do get quite abit of attention from their friends. I do get abit of 'fame' in church, from people recognising (recognising, not admiring!) me from playing the guitar. When I meet friend's friends in church, I'm always introduced as the guy who plays the guitar on stage, like its something cool.

The attention can get to one's head, as was with the devil:
"Your heart became proud on account of your beauty, and you corrupted your wisdom because of your splendor" (Eze 28:17).

Satan himself has walked down the path of pride, and tempting people into self-glorification could very well be his most powerful weapon against us. After all, it was what led to the first sin and the separation between man and God. As a result, musicians are very exposed to his temptations. We must guard our hearts and minds, and constantly walk down the path of humility. We must also see ourselves not as musicians, or worse, rock stars, but first and foremost servants of the Lord.

***please read this next lines..

Look forward not to your friends' praises, but to the Lord's delight in you. James 4:10 tells us to "humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will exalt you". Imagine finally coming before the throne of God - seeing His glory, we prostrate in unworthiness before Him. Yet, God comes to us, brings us back to our feet, and tells us that He is proud of us, for putting Him before our pride. Just as Ps 84:10 writes that "better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere", better is one word of praise from the Lord than to have fame amongst the multitudes.

On a more practical level, here are two tips:

The small things matter. There's alot of 'menial' work in the ministry, like hauling amps and mixers around. You might also feel reluctant to serve for smaller services, like prayer meetings. Take up your cross and serve in these areas wholeheartedly.
Deflect & avoid attention. Sometimes, my friends say I 'perform' on stage. I usually tell them, light-heartedly of course, that I prefer to use the word 'serving'. Also, don't do anything that gets you too much attention on stage, e.g. running to the front during a guitar solo.

Do drop a comment if you've more to share!

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To add - many of you were wondering if its a problem if you jump around etc. out of a sincere heart of worship to the Lord. 1 Sam 16:7 says that "The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart". As the Lord looks at your heart of worship, rest assured your actions are fine.

But you will also need to consider how this affects the congregation. Certain actions, like jumping wildly or bombastic solos, could distract worshippers. 1 Cor 10:32 tells us: "do not cause anyone to stumble". We should abide by this, and ensure that while our hearts might be right with God, we should not be a distraction to others.

Tawag Sakin Hopeful. Hindi Desperado.

2009-02-19T05:30:00.000+08:00

Tawag Sakin Hopeful. Hindi Desperado.

Excited lang ako maramdaman ulit yung feeling na yun. Patuloy pa din sa pagdadasal, mas maganda kapag pinagdadasal mo yung taong yun. Syempre, para mas alam ni God, na sincere ka talaga at seryoso. oha. haha.

Isa pa tama yung sinasabi nila na, wag gawing cheap ang love. kasi nga precious yun. kaya bawal chipipoy at chipipay. Basta I will not settle for less, what I mean ayoko na magpadalosdalos o basta lang. nakakasakit kasi yun. boom.

Hindi ko alam, pero baka kilala ko na sya or makikilala ko pa lang. WEE!

Haha. Di ako emo. Hopeful tawag sakin.

I believe, sa kabilang part ng mundo o kabilang city. may nag-ppray din para sakin.

Oo naniniwala ako. Basta, I know the Feeling. Pag TAMA na ang lahat-lahat. Pag alam ko na na yun na, yun na.

in GOD'S time. in GOD's time mga friends.

NADUKUTAN AKO NG CP!!! friends pls read

2009-02-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

ayun. totoo yan, yung SAMSUNG E250 ko is already gone.. yeah. sad, cry , die!

FEB 5, 2008
kaninang umaga, papasok ako ng ojt. around 8:12 am, nakikipagsiksikan ako sa mga taong sasakay din ng MRT sa north ave station. sa sobrang dame, parang wowowee stampede.

actualy dapat hindi ako makakasakay kagad ng tren, pero dahil malelate na ako, pinilit ko makapasok. ewan ko nga eh, galing na galing ako sa sarili ko pag-sasakay ako ng MRT. kahit andaming tao na gustong makapasok, still nagagawa kong makapasok. ambilis.

ayun kanina, huling basa ko ng text ni Jeff - classmate ko yung quote nya na corny. tapos tingin na din ng oras sa phone ko, nakagawian ko na yun. Tas yun, yung dumating na yung tren, binulsa ko na sya sa pantalon ko. TApos ayun, nag-SLAMAN na kaming mga sasakay. yung mga babae nagsisigawan kasi naiipit sila.

SOBRANG SIKIP men. andaming katawan ang tumatama sa katawan ko. buong katawan ko ipit sa dami ng tao. sa sobrang bilis ng mga pangyayari,. sakto pagpasok ko ng tren, kinapa ko ang bulsa ko, ayun wala na. HINDI PA AKO MAKAPANIWALA eh. . hindi pa nag-sisink in sa utak ko. feeling ko kasi namisplace ko lang. kaso ayun. wala na.

para na akong basag at wasak the whole day. dinadaan ko na lang sa tawa kapag kinakausap ako ng mga boss ko at mga ka-OJT. nga pala late din ako pagdating ng opis.

PERO
bawi naman yung day ko kasi dinalaw na kami ng Adviser namin sa OJT dun sa Megaworld. natuwa naman sya sa feedback nung ininterview nya mga supervisors namin. talagang magaling mag-persuade mga taga AMD ng megaworld.so sabi nya baka mataas daw grade namin!!! saya diba.

tapos, nakabonding ko ulit si Jeff pauwi, dinamayan nya ako sa pagdadalamhati ko sa pagkawala ng CP, ayun. thanks sa time brod. salamat sa masarap na sharing sessions natin. labet

SO PARANG KWITS LANG. .

galing lang ni GOD. kala ko my day will end up a mess too. pero yun. haha

----> For the mean time, pag may kailangan kayo sakin, reach me through PM sa FS at multiply. . . paki kalat na lang sa mga iba pa nating Friends., baka lokohin kayo ng may gamit ng number ko. ok!?

ciao.

YFC Album : HEAVEN by the JOSHUA THE BAND (formerly woodsruck)

2009-01-26T17:09:00.000+08:00

repost lang!:D

The lastest album from JOSHUA entitled HEAVEN is now available!

With 14 songs composed by:

Mike Serapio

Kirby Llaban

Shay Serapio

Eymard Babista

Paul Laburada

Reman Fulguerinas

PROCEEDS WILL GO TO GAWAD KALINGA DAVAO

CONTACT:

ROCKY TAGLE - 09177019696

(DLSU)

MINERVA GLINDRO - 09158763136

(UST)

visit their website:

http://joshuatheband.multiply.com

Feel free to repost this on your site

YFC LIVELOUD - (i hunger for love)

2009-01-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

JANUARY 17, 2008 @ WORD OF HOPE AUDITORIUM

We had an awesome night of praise and worship!

The songs in the worship are all YFC original compositions. The stage was great - ang SOSYAL talaga, the LIGHTS!, and the songboard, parang Hillsong Concert lang. The band, really rocked the house for God - angganda ng arrangement ng mga songs.

The struggles and victory stories of the sharers and the worship leader made me realize of many things. especially on being part of a band or musicmin.

HUNGER FOR LOVE

I HAVE THE SAME STRUGGLE, but I'm unaware of that. everytime i play, the selfcentered ness consumes me. Its my driving force why I play music, Its just for me, it came to the point wherein I do my service so that people may love me and/or like me. I hunger and thirst for LOVE. and that's completely the wrong way.
(parang story lang ni Bo Sanchez sa The Past does not define Your Future)

everything must be returned to God. all that we are, every actions we make, every breathe we take must worship God, after all he's the GREATEST! only Him and for Him. I do not need to please people anymore or for them do the same thing in return, either to like me or love me. kasi BUSOG na ako sa PAGMAMAHAL ng diyos! siya na bahala mag-sukli, kasi sa kanya naman nanggaling ang lahat, at sa kanya ko lang makukuha ang totoong saya at pagmamahal na di mabibigay ng kahit na sino man dito sa mundo!

***NO ONE can stop me playing music for the Lord! wala lang, parang nasagot lang yung mga questions ko kay God this past few days.

yung tipong sa sobrang OK mo, di ka magiging OK. parang ganon. Kasi hindi ko na nakikita si God working in me, kasi OK na eh. tumagal akong ganon, parang wala ng kulay ang buhay.
ngayon KULAYFUL na ulit! ^^

namiss ko mag-blog.GB!

MISSION FIELD DISCOVERY CAMP! - YFC, SAMA KA!

2008-12-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

This year, as two of the most active YFC campuses in the metro - FEU and TIP - gather their most passionate members to its most awaited Discovery Camp, the history repeats itself with today's new generation of leaders in both campuses!

Calling all YFC's in FEU and TIP! This is the event that you should not miss! Discover something new in your community, in your family, in yourself, in your service, in your God! Let this event be part of your wonderful journey in our community!

Contact your respective team heads for inquiries:

MJ (FEU) at +639053568123 or Jade (TIP) at +639054608390

MISSION FIELD Discovery Camp
December 20, 2008
United Methodist Church, Antipolo
Reg Fee: PhP120.00

2 days down sa OJT! 284 hours to go!

2008-11-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

nagstart na ako kahapon!

300 hours OJT ko.. at napadpad kaming 8 na magkakaklase sa Makati sa MEGAWORLD. haha

luckily, hired kami lahat nung nag-apply kami last week. kahit na one liner lang sagot ko sa mga interview! hahaha di kasi ako prepared non. isang mejong lukot na resume ko pa dala ko nun para mag-inquire tapos yun exam na pala tapos interview!! what!? haha.

si MAM KAITEE aka ate kates ang interview samin nung una, di ko alam kung seseryosohin ko o hindi, kasi naman ka-yfc ko yun. haha pero nag-pormalan naman kami. at dinugo ako ng mga panahong yun. wala akong masagot.

Imagine nio outfit ko nun- tshirt, tapos maong pants tapos naka-chucks pa ako na halos 3 buwan ko nang di nilalabhan at hindi pa ako nagpapagupet non! mukha akong kawawa non. pinagtitinginan kami, pano naka-corporate attire sila..

pero syempre kahapon sa first day talagang nag-prepare ko, haha..

bagong slocks, polo, shoes, socks, undies, and panyo. haha tapos new hairstyle pa ako. dapat may award akong best outfit for OJT. hahaha

and syempre, I WANT TO INTRODUCE TO ALL OF YOU MY NEW FRIENDS:

si Elevator, Fax, Xerox machine, Puncher, Stapler, Papers, Envelopes and Folders!

SA 28TH FLOOR PALA AKO. ayun buti anjan si Elevator. madalas bababa ng Ground tapos puntang 3rd. paulit-ulit yun haha.

hahah sinisipag din ako mag-OJT, may mga kasabayan kasi kaming nag-OJT na syempre.,

maganda. hahahah

mababait sila, may topak lang minsan. hahaha

yun lang muna.

I HAVE A STALKER. .

2008-11-09T18:53:00.000+08:00

ganon na ba ako kasikat para magka-stalker!? joke.. pero kasi

SOMEONE made galaw-galaw my MULTIPLY!!!! BAD Un!! nagbura ng contact ko dito! Nigalaw na Friendster ko pati ditoo pa!! waaaaahh.. hhuhu. may stalker ako.

nung sa Friendster ko, pinalitan yung name ko na - may "LATINO LOCO" . Oo parang ganyan tapos binura pa mga ilang important friends ko..

hay.. anyways, private na yung mga files ko sa mga HINDI ko contact. and I already changed my password, sa sobrang haba wala ng makakaalam non. hahaha

ciao

Ten Conyo–mandments! laughtrip! ahaha

2008-10-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

copy paste lang from other multiplys ahahaha laughtrip ako dito!

by Gerry Avelino and Arik Abu

1. Thou shall make gamit “make+pandiwa”

“Let’s make pasok na to our class!”
“Wait lang! I’m making kain pa!”
“Come on na, we can’t make hintay anymore!”

2. Thou shall make kalat “noh”, “di ba” and “eh” in your pangungusap

“I don’t like to make lakad in the baha nga, noh? Eh di ba it’s like, so ewww, di ba?
“What ba? Stop nga being maarte noh!”
“Eh as if you want naman also, di ba?

3. When making describe a whatever, always say “It’s SO pang–uri!”

“It’s so malaki, you know, and so mainit!”
“I know right? So sarap nga eh!”
“You’re making me inggit naman, I’ll make bili nga my own burger.”

4. When you are lalaki, make parang punctuation “dude”, “tsong” or “pare”

“Dude, ENGANAL is so hirap, pare.” - (mikey: ENGANAL = Engineering Analysis in DLSU, FYI.)
“I know, tsong, I got bagsak nga in quiz one, eh.”

5. Thou shall know you know? I know right!

“My bag is so bigat today, you know.”
“I know, right! We have to make dala pa kase the jumbo Physics book eh!”

6. Make gawa the plural of pangalans like in English or Spanish

“I have so many tigyawats, oh!”

7. Like, when you can make kaya, always like. Like, I know right?

“Like it’s so init naman!”
“Yeah! The air–con, it’s like sira kase eh!”

8. Make yourself feel so galing by translating the last word of your sentence, you know, your pangungusap?

“Kakainis naman in the LRT! How plenty tao, you know, people?”
“It’s so tight nga there, eh, you know, masikip?”

9. Make gamit of plenty of abbreviations, you know, daglat?

“Like OMG! It’s like traffic sa EDSA.”
“I know, right? It’s so kaka!”
“Kaka?”
“Kakaasar!”

10. Make gamit the pinakamarte voice and pronunciation you have para full effect!

“I’m like, making aral at the Arrhneow!”
“Me naman, I’m from Lazzahl!”

MY HEART WILL GO ON TAGALOG VERSION

2008-10-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

got this in youtube.. hahaha enjoy kayo.
kailangan panoorin niyo video. tinagalog ni michael V.

Ang Puso Ko'y Tutuloy
( My Heart will go in Tagalog )
by Si Celine Din'Yon aka Michael V.
aka baklang celine dion version
Titanic theme loosely translated in tagalog

Lyrics

Tuwing gabi sa panaginip
Every night in my dreams
Kita-kita, dama kita
I see you, I feel you
Dito ko alam, na ika'y tutuloy
This is how I know you go on

Malayo pahalang sa distansiya
Far across the distance
At espasyo sa pagitan
And spaces between us
Pinakita mo ika'y tutuloy
You have come to show you go on

Malapit,malayo,sa'n ka man naroon
Near,far, wherever you are
Alam ko na puso ay tutuloy
I believe that my heart does go on
Minsan pa binuksan ang pinto
Once more you open the door
Nandito ka sa'king puso
And you're here in my heart
At puso ko'y tutuloy-tuloy
And my heart will go on and on

Minsan ang pag-ibig, nanghihipo
Love can touch us at one time
At tatagal habangbuhay
And last for a lifetime
At di bibitaw hangga't di tayo isa
And never let go 'til we're one
Pag-ibig ay kung ika'y inibig
Love was when I loved you
Minsan,tunay na hinawakan
One true time I hold to
Sa'king buhay tayo ay tutuloy
In my life we'll always go on

Nandito ka, walang katatakutan
You're here, there's nothing I fear
Alam kong ang puso ko'y tutuloy
And I know that my heart will go on
Habangbuhay ganito lang tayo
We'll stay forever this way
Ligtas ka sa'king puso
You are safe in my heart
At puso ko'y tutuloy-tuloy
And my heart will go on and on

and im about to BREAK..

2008-10-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

BREAK FREE!!!
October 12-14, 2008 @ GLory of The Gardens!

woooh!!!! this was the BEST!
lupet lang ng diyos na di kami pinabayaan ni GOD sa battle na to! astig!!! blessed ang yfc-feu ng 45 or 42 new YFC babies!
andaming problema, andaming concerns na naging hindrances namin para di matuloy to, pero God is so Great na binubuo lang niya talaga kami! Mahal tayo ng diyos!

unang camp na pinaka-marami ang sumama, astig na Stage, may confession, may mass at may awarding!!!
90+ TAMARAWS worshipping the Lord, United in HIS LOVE. Ready to Evangelize! and to Love more people!!!

Congrats to all SERVICE TEAM!
WELCOME NEW YFC's!!!!

I love you LORD!!!

YFC ILC CEBU OFFICIAL WEBSITE

2008-10-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

HERE'S THE LINK (click Me!!)

ipagkalat mo na po!!!!!

I NEED A REST!!!

2008-10-06T10:53:00.000+08:00

minsan kailangan din yun..

minsan nakakawindang na pagsabay-sabay na.. pero ngiti padin.

REFLECT. REST. TAWA. TULOG... tapos balik na ulit sa mundo.

http://geraldinmanila.wordpress.com

2008-09-18T13:03:00.000+08:00

i created my new blog at http://Wordpress.com

well, lipat bahay na ulit. lipat blog.

siguro para ma-try din ang features ng wordpress blogs. and ang

pagbabalik ko..

Once Again, Once More.

kaya sa mga naka-link sa http://desperategerald.blogspot.com, change it to my new URL,

http://geraldinmanila.wordpress.com

I'm still working for the design and graphics of my WP, kaya kung may alam kang site na pede pagkunan ng magandang themes for WP, bigay mu na sa akin. hehe. ok!??

AJOY!!! PARTNER! MAMIMISS KITA!!! HAYYY

2008-08-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

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Yan yung huling message niya sa akin. at ngayun ko lang na-check at nabasa ito sa Friendster ko. . nakakaiyak lang at nagmensahe pa sya ilang araw lang bago sya mawala. at hanggang sa huli, inisip pa din nya ang iba at karamihan..

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Kung hindi niyo kilala si Abby Joyce "AJOY" Samson, siya ay isa kong kaibigan sa YFC-FEU, to tell you siya dapat ang aking partner as Senior Sister at ako as President for this school year. Unfortunately, pinagstop sya at di na pinapasok sa skul for a year dahil sa sakit nya..

Last Aug 16, 2008 around 9PM, she died because of Cancer of Lymph Nodes. Nakakalungkot talaga. Ang sakit ng mawalan ng isang kaibigan habambuhay.

Ang SAKIT! hanggang ngayon hindi ko luos maisip na wala na xa. Nakakalungkot talaga.

Nakaka-asar lang isipin.

Di nya kami nahintay. hayy. Andami naming pangarap para sa YFCFEU e.

Sobrang namimiss ko talga si AJOY awat oras! gusto kong umiyak ng sora para malabas lahat ng to. Andami naming pinagsamahan, kulitan, tawanan, asaran, tampuhan, iyakan lalo na ang saya.

Ngayon, sabi nga ng mommy nya, sya na ang angel namin, may mag-guide na sa amin, at higit sa lahat kasama na nya si GOD! alam ko namang masaya na sya sa heaven at nakangiti sa ating lahat. Alam ko masakit at malungkot, pero syempre dapat natin tanggapin na nauna na sya. Hindi nya gusto nakikita tayong malungkot.

She has set an inspiration to everyone; isa syang tunay na misyonero, leader, kaibigan, anak, kaklase, ATE na dapat gayahin ng lahat! Sana yung mga nasimulan nya, mapagpatuloy lang nating lahat. Angel natin sya! Mas lalo natin syang kasama!

Hayyyy..

Mamimiss kita AJOY! Mamimiss ka namin dito!!!

MAHAL NA MAHAL KA NAMIN!!!

see you soon..

DEFINE PAGOD!!!

2008-08-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

PAPER WORKS FOR OUR FEASIBILITY STUDY - OVERNIGHTS, MEETINGS, PUNTA MARIKINA, PUNTA KUNG SAN MAY MAKAKATULONG SA PROJECT NAMIN! GAAD.

YFC ACTIVITIES - Wahaaa dame den, di ko na naatendan mga HOUSEHOLDS ko saka mga Service Meeting para sa mga dadating na activities! G.A ng YFCFEU namove pa ng date. pati mga papers namin sa student affairs di pa approved... omaygas

no time for myself.. pati kuko ko sa paa, di ko pa napuputol. Hindi na din ako nakakatulog sa aming apartment. garabe diba. but the good thing is, may time pa rin naman makapag-dasal. PraiseGod despite of my busy scheds I still have my time to reflect of what is happening. Sabi ko, spititually dry na ako., pero ngaun unti-unti ko na din nakikita si GOD sa mga pinaggagawa ko lalo na sa mga pinagkakabusyhan ko.

Minsan, God reveals himself on the things we least expected. Di ba nga he loves surprises.. hmm un.

*andito pala ako sa house ng group/classmate ko and we are working for lots of things para sa project namin. nakakatuwa andami naming laptop and may wifi connection dito. Ngaun wala ako ginagawa kaya nagkaron ng time para sa makapag-update sa blog.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
Matthew 11:28

un lang muna.
paalam!

IT IS DONE

2008-07-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

"You have taught us how to be Faithful to the end, when you said that IT IS DONE. You have taught us how to be Constant in our love to the end, when you said that IT IS DONE. You have to taught us how to Sacrifice to the end, when you said that IT IS DONE. You have taught us how to Love to the end, when you said that IT IS DONE."

- Kuya Gelo Saludo , ILC 2008 Tatak Kristo exhortation.

nakakakilig. walang iniiwan si Kristo na bagay na hindi tinatapos, Tinatapos nya lahat until everything is done!. It is already done! everything is done in the eyes of the Lord! it is already a Victory because it is done!

ang sarap kapatid! ang sarap being with the Lord. ang sarap maramdaman na nasa buhay ko siya.

everything is done! I'll surrender everything to him! I will win everything for him.

because he said IT IS DONE!

AYOS NA ANG PHONE KONG NAHULOG SA KANAL!!

2008-07-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

wawaw.. its been a month that I returned my phone back to Samsung for repair! AND NOW!!!
OH YEAH I'M SO HAPPY! MY SAMSUNG E250 PHONE IS NOW HOME!!!

Ang galing-galing ng Samsung! naayos pa nila yun.. akala ko magpapaalam na din ang cellphone ko sa akin.. whew!! ca'nt explain the feeeling!! huuu!!

http://geraldtipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/84/BADTRIP_NAHULOG_CELLPHONE_KO_SA_KANAL

I MISSED MY PHONE!!! hehe syempre namiss ko din na magblog.. matagal-tagal din ako na hindi nakapag-update.. super Busy kasi sa Acads at Service.. But anyways.. hmmm nakapag-update na ako ngayon! I'm doing good! nakakabawi naman sa mga lugmok sa ng buhay.. Astig si GOD eh! kahit ganun,, I FEEL BLESSED pa din!

PRAISE GOD!

ABOUT THE YFC PLANNER CHUCHU

2008-07-01T08:51:00.000+08:00

*HAHA SANA MATAPOS KAGAD. and marelease. I HOPE FEASIBLE. HAHA THATS ONLY THE PROPOSED DESIGNS AND STILL SUBJECT FOR APPROVAL..

CHUCHU..

SEE YOU SA FRESH PARTY!!! i expect 80+ delegates from FEU..

SO LONG..

BADTRIP!!! NAHULOG CELLPHONE KO SA KANAL!

2008-06-16T09:08:00.000+08:00

NAKAKAASAR TALAGA.. NAKALAGAY LANG SA BULSA NG POLO KO YUNG CELLPHONE. KUMAKAIN KAMI NG LUNCH KANINA SA MAY TABI NG NRH-BUILDING SA FEU. (LIKOD NG GRANDSTAND)

YUMUKO LANG AKO PARA IBABA YUNG MGA PINAGKAINAN NAMIN, TAS BIGLANG NAHULOG YUNG SAMSUNG CELLPHONE (E250) KO SA KANAL DON!!! BADTRIP, MADUMI YUN EH. NAPASUKAN NA NG MADUMING TUBIG ANG CELLPHONE KO. UNTI-UNTI NG LUMULUBOG.

GLADLY, ANJAN MGA CLASSMATE KO NA SI JEFF AT CHRIS PARA TUMAWAG NG TULONG SA JAMMAS, SILA YUNG MGA TAO SA MAINTENANCE. AYUN. HAYYY. NAKUHA NAMAN.

SALAMAT SA ALCOHOL NI CRYSTAL WAGE. PINUNASAN KO ANG KAWAWA KONG CP..

HAYYY. SA UNA GUMAGANA PA SYA, PERO HABANG TUMATAGAL, HANGGANG NGAYON, WALA NANG RESPONSE..

HAYYYY.... PASENSYA NA SA MGA DI KO NA MUNA MAREREPLYAN.

ANG MALAS KO TALAGA.. NAKAKAASAR. BADTRIP!!!!

SECOND CHANCEs

2008-06-05T13:49:00.000+08:00

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

- HOSANNA HILLSONG UNITED

Ambigat ng kanta. Masarap at madaling kantahin. . pero pag sa laban ka na talaga, minsan wala ako magawa, kundi sundin lang ang gusto ko gawin. oo, ako lang mismo. Yung kaya ko gawin. Eh duwag at mahina pala ako.

Failure comes. Broke a promise. Ashamed for myself. Paulit-ulit na lang. Sanay na nga ata ako.. Nasasaktan ko din pala siya sa mga gawa ko. Pero wala na. Talo na. Tapos na..

Hindi pa pala. Kahit talo na, pinapanalo pa din niya. Nadapa ako, pwede naman pala tumayo. Tanggalin pa nya dumi na nakuha ko. Ang galing niya mag-mahal. Pinagbibigyan pa din niya ako. Sana matutunan ko din yun. Para sa sarili ko at sa ibang tao. Napalayo man ako sandali, alam kong may mainit na yakap ang naghihintay sa akin pagbalik ko sa kanya. Kanino pa ba?

Hindi malungkot ang kwento ko, I see hope in it.

(kwento mula sa pang-arawaraw na laban ko bilang isang kristyano. )

YFC CAMPUS BASED FRESH PARTY 2008

2008-06-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

YFC M.MANILA CAMPUS BASED

FRESH PARTY 2008

Andun ka ba last year? eh di this year mawawala ka ba? MALAYA kang pumunta! Malaya kang mag-imbita! Asingkow ng Hulyow! (July 5), Freshmen man o feeling freshmen! YFC man o malapit na mag-YFC!

Hindi na kailangan Isipin kung malaya ka ba! Dahil kabataan malaya tayo!

INUULIT KOW (nya)! ASINGKOW NG HULYOW . . abangan...

*summit and FRESH goers MALAYA kaung dumating with all your books na pwede pa idonate, cause if you do, di ka lang makakatulong, may mga cool na surprises na nagiintay sayo at Campus mo!

PLEASE SPREAD THE GOODNEWS!

-WAKI the promogirl

*PAID ADVERTISEMENT! HAHAHA

HILLSONG CONCERT IN MANILA 2008 - A DREAM COME TRUE

2008-05-27T13:35:00.003+08:00

Hay lord, PWEDE NA AKONG MAMATAY..

Dati it was just a dream watching them and worshipping with the UNITED team, pinapanood ko lang sila sa DVD’s ko, pati sa youtube. but god, last night, I’m screaming with the crazy crowd of Araneta at the HILLSONG UNITED’s concert. Yeah t’was live. Grabe! Punong-puno ang araneta! The numbers, the stage, the people – it was really overwhelming! Pati yung tunog ng sounds,, angganda. Magaling yung pagkakaset-up nung gamit, yung instruments nila.

I thought I would need to fly first to aussie(Australia) para lang mapanood sila, but God is really great na bumalik sila ditto sa Philippines. Hindi ako nakapunta nung concert nila nung November kaya hayok na hayok akong maka-worship sa concert nila this 2008.

Special thanks to FJORDAN ALLEGO, siya bumili ng ticket namin sa UPPER BOX A. at i'm goin to pay him pag nakaipon na ako sa pasukan.

Ang saya, I consider this as my Best worship I’ve ever experienced. (SO FAR), Hehe. Ang sarap! Lord thank you talaga for this wonderful experience.. na makaworship kasama ang HILLSONG UNITED!!!

Yeah! Talagang dun talaga ako naging all-out sa worship!, I sang at the top of my lungs (na-paos ako!) I jumped! I raised my hands! I even danced like no other’s watching, ay grabe. Ang sarap. LORD! ANG SARAAP!!! It was really an awesome experience.

Sa bawat song, ramdam ko yung presence ng diyos. Kahit di ko alam ang lyrics, nagiging dasal ko na lang yun. At talagang napapa-reflect ako sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko. Andaming realizations. Andami pumapasok sa isip ko. Ganun kalupet ang diyos sa buhay ko. He even gives me things which I really don’t deserve. Katulad lang ng concert na to. One of my Dreams. Seryoso. Enough na siguro yun to give my all to the LORD esp sa worship nung concert.

I AM HEALED BY YOUR BRUISES. I LOVE YOU LORD.

Healer (original by planet shakers) ang ganda nitong song na to.

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

My Healer, You're my Healer

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

FOR PICTURES - CLICK ME!

FOR VIDEOS - CLICK ME!

di pa din ako maka-getover. ONE OF MY BEST NIGHTS EVER!

LIFT UP IN SHOUT AND PRAISE!!!!!

PROJECT PROUD FILIPINO

2008-05-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

PROJECT PROUD FILIPINO - self-project ni ANGELO AQUINO

PROUD KA BA SA LAHI MO? sali ka na sa PROJECT PROUD FILIPINO... pano? click mo link na to...

http://gfolio.multiply.com

hehehe. maganda ang project na to. COOL pa. kasi i-edit niya ang picture mo katulad ng picture ko jan! galeng no. send ka lang ng link ng picture mo at fullname mo sa multiply nya..

heheh.. ano? kung PROUD ka na FILIPINO, sali na!!!

BTW, he's also a YFC.. lupet no!

Always Be my Baby - Song of the Heart ko!?

2008-05-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

ang arte naman. may pa-song-song of the heart pa ko eh no. wala na siguro kasi ako maisip na mapost. natengga na ako sa last post ko about our Campus SHOUT. hehe ala lang.. mejo namis ko lang ang magpost.. hehehe oo mejo lang.. ^^

Always Be my Baby ni David Cook. hehe Ewan, buti ni-revive niya kanta ni mariah.. mejo asiwa kasi ako sa version ni mariah.. hehehe kantang pang-gerlaloo talaga ang piyesa. ngayon, banat naman ng isang lalake. Ayos sa pagka-arrange talaga. nakaka-LSS, sobra.

And siyempre, lyrics itself ang pinakamaganda. hehehe. kung ano ang lyrics ng kanta, yun ako ngayon. yung ang state of the Heart ko ngayon. haha ang lande talaga. Oo yun nga. Yan ako ngayon.. Sos, ang mushy talaga. Pasensya, minsan lang ang "ma-ganito".

Lyrics:

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my... my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

O xa, xa, uber na to.. mashado nang mushy! hehehe..

the HEART of worship - SHOUT MM CAMPUS 2008

2008-05-05T15:12:00.003+08:00

SHOUT - Summer HOUse Training 2008 for YFC Campus leaders ng MetroManila

@ Sisters Oblates of the Holy Spirit tapos lumipat kami sa LAMesa GuestHouse sa FARview ng April 28-May 2 2008

So yun.. isang linggo ako nawala sa pag-blog. isang linggo din ako sa bahay ni kuya.. hehe masaya.. uber.. this will be my Best Shout ever. kahit na masaya din yung last year's SHOUT. kaibahan? last year hiwalay ang shouthouse ng sisters sa brothers, tapos dati puro task and every mistake ng isa, kasalanan ng lahat. kaya puro push-ups kami last year. and ngayong year, kalahati ng linggo from thursday afternoon to saturday afternoon - nag-SILENT RETREAT kami. i thought it would be boring. pero hindi pala. And mas maluwag ngayon, walang punishment, lahat special treatment.

ewan, busog lang din talaga ng pagmamahal ng diyos. masaya kasi naka-bonding ko din yung mga liders ng ibang Campuses. ang saya. hahaha. puro bonding moments sa new friends. ganda lang lagi ng theme ng SHOUT - outdo each other with LOVE and Generosity. tinuruan lang talaga kami mag-mahal ng magmahal- ganun naman talaga gagawin namin for the whole year. ang mahalin ang nakararaming tao sa Campus.

Tapos tinuro ang bagong dance craze na kinahuhumalingan ng masa - and kantang FRIEND OF GOD. haha maganda yung song. super simple yet profound. naks. Praise-Parade kumbaga kami, divided into 9 or 8 groups, pasiklaban sa dance floors sa kanilang mga original steps. haha.

Busog sa Worship, Busog sa Sessions. Si God at sa kanya lang talaga ako nag-focus for the whole week. Lalo na nung Silent Retreat(Thurs-Sat), world record ito guys. pinakamahabang prayertime na na-experience ko. hindi lang 5 min,30 min. or 1 hour na pagdadasal. 3 days tol. 3 days!!! walang usap sa kapwa SHOUTers kasi baka ma-istorbo sila kaya napuno ng nakabibinging katahimikan ang bahay sa lamesa. No cellphones unless importante magtext, no MP3s, guitars, sessions at worships o kahit anung distractions. I mean the very point of the retreat is to focus with GOD in 3 days. a time to listen to him. not for our personal intentions but to his message to us. What he really wanted in us.

its such a great experience na maka-bonding ang diyos ko ng personal. ang sweet niya na its his way para ma-solo ako. diba!? he has lots of message to me. Praise God at may mga napulot ako. Anhirap kaya mag-focus, andaming distractions, nakaka-tempt. Dami pumapasok sa isipan ko. But when i allowed myself to be open to his presence and prayed, presto it hitted me. tagos mga kapatid.

(shot ko nung nagbabasa ako ng BIBLE ko.)

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"It's not on the crowd, the bandset, the stage setup, the songs to worship, the people around you, though it makes the atmosphere more in ecstacy. The best way to Worship the Lord is when in silence. Where there's just the two of you. No anything. Where it's all about him. not us. after all Worship is not about us. That the least you can do is to Trust him. to Listen to him in silence, Where he's the one talking and be open to his loving presence. to see him in all the things happening and around you. Wooh! How Great is the Lord."

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SARAP! hanggang sa napuno na ang cup ko. as in. at nasabi ko na lang, "GOD grabe ka magmahal". and I just can't stop worshipping him and raise my hand in awe., nung pina-realize niya sakin yung greatness niya sa buhay ko. WALA AKO MAREKLAMO SA KANYA. na I'm precious in his eyes, that he'll be with me and protect me. That he's faithful to me to fulfill his promise. That he LOVES me unconditionaly no matter what. That he'll die on the cross kahit paulit ulit para lang maramdaman ko yung pagmamahal niya. HAAY GRABE.

BASTA SAARAAP!!! AND HE ALSO TALKED TO ME IN PHOTOGRAPHS..

PANALO ANG SHOUT! PANALO SI KRISTO.

WOOOH! I MISS MY CO-SHOUTERS, MY GROUP! LAHAT!

BITIN!? sige punta ka na lang dito. .

SA SHOTS KO FROM MY CAMERA - CLICK MO TO!

SA KANTANG FRIEND OF GOD - CLICK MO TO!

AMEN.

iBLOG4 SUMMIT @ UP

2008-04-28T10:10:00.005+08:00

(photo from CHICKENMAFIA) - iwas copyright infringement! hahaha

Naisama lang ako ng hausmate kong blogger na si FJORDZ sa 4th philippine iBLOG summit na naganap sa UP College of Law, Malcolm Theater, April 26, 2008.

Sayang at medyo nalate na kami ng dating, pagdating namin dun, merienda na pala.. tapos nagsimulana yung talk ni PinoyBlogero. hehe pero enjoy naman.. libreng ID, foods!, at nanalo pa kami ng tSHIRT ng iBLOG4 sa raffle! ansaya!

Hehe. first time ko lang naka-attend sa isang blogging summit. pagdating pala namin dun, feeling namin o.p. kami ni fjordz, la kami kakilala.. hehe.. trip trip na lang kami don.

Sayang hindi kami nakapunta sa Bloggers Party sa katips nung gabi. hehe.. balita ko kasi, masaya daw dun. at nanalo si Chickenmafia ng PSP dahil sa kanyang malupet na costume! hahaha.. may mga friends ba ako na nakalink sa blog na to ang nagpunta ng party!? kung andun ka, sayang at di tayo nagkita! waaaahhh.. hehe.. grand eyeball sana ng mga kalinks ko. haaay..

Hehehe.. all in all, da best! dabest ang mga talks kahit na mejo nakatulog ako sa ibang talks! (pasensya na!!) kasi ang topic ay elections at some legal issues about blogging.. hahaha. super enjoy naman! kakainspire ang mga andun. talagang mga PRO, professional talga sa blogging and they're making money out of blogging talga.. galing!

sarap tuloy magblog lalo.

ipopost ko din yung group picture naming mga bloggers sa summit dito, pag naka-grab na ako.. wala pa ako makita eh.. hehe.

PRIORITIES - Top 7 ko ngayong Summer

2008-04-23T10:33:00.003+08:00

mga dapat unahin ngayong summer!!!

haaay... naku. kailangan ko lang gawin to. mejo nagugulo kasi ang aking schedules. kailangan maging organize this time.. haaay.. lam nio naman diba. busy-busyhan ako!

eto lang yung mga kailangan unahin.

Kailangan ng bumili ng SUN cell Sim - hahaha.. eh para san nga ba ang gamit ng SIM nato, edi sa tawagan, pantawag namin. HMMMMMM!
SHOUT 2008 - Next week na tong Summer House Training, isang linggong training for Campus leaders ng YFC. parang PBB, may ShoutMaster. sana makasama ko ang Senior Sis ko at EVP. pati chapter heads.
HILLSONG UNITED CONCERT IN MANILA - haay naku. wala pa din akong ticket!!! grabe ha. isang buwan na lang at nagkakaubusan na po ng ticket!! kailangan ko nang bumili..! asar
YFC Sign Language Worship Seminar - plan ni momy (adviser namin). yung funds na makukuha, ipang bibili namin ng FULL BAND SET, for YFCFEU and for the use of westB campuses na rin. para di n kami mag-rent ng gamit. saka para makaluwag sa mga expenses sa mga activities.
iBLOG SUMMIT 4 - summit para sa mga bloggers ng philippines. first time kong aattend at ito ay gaganapin sa UP-diliman sa April 26! wala lang. Blogger ako diba? SANA MAKASAMA AKO DITO!
HOUSEHOLD sa Piyu - kailangan ng members ng HouseHold or any get together! para tuloy2x lang ang passion at Fire sa service.
GITARA - matagal na akong namatayan ng gitara. I need one For replacement!!!! nakakamiss mag-gitara ehem baka may magregalo jan.

baka madagdagan pa nga yan eh..

miss yall

GB!

New MULTIPLY Banner and CS3

2008-04-16T11:49:00.005+08:00

the ILC 08 TATAK KRISTO fever is still in the air.. bukambibig pa din ng mga nakaattend sa conference sa tagaytay last week. at ayon sa sobrang kaaidikan ko sa layout ng multiply, hindi na ako natigil sa pagpersonalize nito. hahaha. adik talaga ako.

Click ---> MULTIPLY KO

at nakakatuwang achievement na maka-crack ako ng isang software mula sa internet! nadownload ko ng full version ang ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS3. hindi xa trial version kasi nagenerate ko yung serial number at activation code sa internet din! oha. instant cracker nako. yan yung ginamit ko sa pageedit.. hahay.. la lang masarp mag-experimento. salamat sa mga nagtuturo sakin at sa pasensya nila..

haha.. nakakalito talaga mag-photoshop! hahaha

yun lang muna.

CFC-YFC 15th ILC: TATAK KRISTO - kakaibang SUMMER!

2008-04-09T01:56:00.012+08:00

"So if I fail to bring you praise, For love you sent to take my place, I've realized that I can never give enough. So with a cry from this heart of mine, I lay it all, I lay this life And I pray Lord that it's your will not mine.." - Have Your Way

Haay. I got sunburned - TANNED in this one heck big event of YFC. (kamukha ko na si kokey) hehe.. Would you believe that this sunburn was not from the heat of summer in a beach? bora? no. From Tagaytay, where our CFC-YFC 15th International Leaders Conference was held and with the theme: TATAK KRISTO! My 3rd ILC in my LIFE! (Davao, Naga, Tagaytay!) Yeah!

It’s a 3 day conference where all YFC’s around the globe gather to worship and praise God. We are almost 10,500 youths there ecstatic in praising him, hearing the talks and ready to Party in heaven. SugarFree was there to give us the Rocking entertainment.

One of the most unforgettable moments there was when we worship during the rain in 2nd Day. It’s like a repeat of the waterworks in ILC Davao. We’re singing the Coda part of the “Here I am To Worship” then suddenly it rained. We were so high that time, We Felt that its the Heaven’s response to his worshipping people.

We also hear God speaks to us during the Sessions: MARKED, LET GOD!, DECLARE and the last talk, TATAK KRISTO! It is in this talks we heard testimonies and inspiring stories from inspiring people, when we learned that God’s Love to us is Unconditional, Sacrificial, Faithful and Constant, when we surrendered ourselves to God by drawing ourselves to him by Letting God in us and Letting Go of our Doubts and worshipping him in the Mountain Top Of Glory.

It’s so nice that I got the chance to lead my delegates there. Hehe. Mahal ko ang YFCFEU kahit pinagtitripan nila ako dun at mga hardcore nilang jokes. Anyways, that’s my way of being relational to my members. Nakilala nila ako, at ganun din ako sa kanila. And I’m proud to say na almost 30 ang from YFCFEU! 22 officially registered at Manila delegation, and the others registered to different programs and provinces.

(Good Thing na nakasama ko Tatay ko sa Conference, for he also handles the SIGA in some area here in Payatas.) hehe di ako na-short sa PERA!!!

The next ILC, the 16th ILC will be held at CEBU city!!! Get ready Cebu! Susugod na kami jan!!!

ILC fever na naman, and I can’t get over it!

PhotoGrabs: kMx , EMJ

TRULLY HOME - TEACHING OF SONGS

TATAK KO! TATAK YFC! TATAK KRISTO!

HILLSONG CONCERT 08!!! - di ko to palalampasin!!!

2008-03-30T13:27:00.004+08:00

Last november 2007, I wasn't able to attend the Hillsong United's Concert that was held here in Philippines! and in May 26, 2008, they're coming back.. sa mahal na mahal kong Araneta Coliseum!

balita ko maraming mga YFC ang nakaattend last year especially mga Full Time Workers.haaay.. i really cant wait. nagpareserve na ako ng ticket kay Mike isa kong YFC friend sa UST, Upper Box A para reserved.. hehe. Can't Can't Can't Can't WAIT! I wanna worship with them.. It's one of my bigggest Dream to worship with Hillsong. most of my favorite songs are composed by them.. Can't really wait talaga. Manghihingi na ako ng pera at maniningil na ng mga utang.. Bwahahahaha..

Event Date/Time: May 26, 2008 Monday at 8:00pm
Seat and Price:
Seat Location

Patron (Reserved Seating) - P1162
Lower Box (Reserved Seating) - P930
Upper Box A (Reserved Seating) - P698
Upper Box B (Free Seating) - P465
General Admission (Free Seating) - P291

I WILL WORSHIP YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE!

pareho akong excited sa 15th YFC ILC (international leaders conference) pati sa concert na to..

http://loveilc.multiply.com

http://unitedmanila08.multiply.com

If Only - kakapanood ko pa lang..

2008-03-26T13:08:00.004+08:00

Starring:

Jennifer Love Hewitt

Paul Nicholls

Plot

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After his impetuous American musician girlfriend, Samantha, dies in an accident shortly after they had a fight, a grief-stricken British businessman, Ian Wyndham, living in London is suddenly awakened out of the nightmare, only to realise in the next couple of minutes that the nightmare is turning out to be true. Yet, as he gets a chance to relive the day all over again, he tries his best to avoid the same sequence of events from occurring; in the hope of changing the events that led up to her getting killed. However, he soon realises that destined events go on occurring, no matter their way of occurrence and the order of events might change. So, its just one single way he can save her - by loving her as if there was no tomorrow.

Love was eternal. After living a day where Ian Wyndham is the self-centered power-driven businessman who neglects his doting girlfriend, at the end of the day he finds himself in a cab where the taxi driver gives him some sound advice - show her you love her. Appreciate her. Still, a fight later ensues and his girlfriend dies in an accident that leaves him devastated. But he does get a second chance, and the next day he wakes up, with everything the same way it was the day before. Thinking he had an awful dream, he sets about his daily routine, only to realise that all the events that took place in his so-called dream, are in fact, being repeated, albeit in a different sequence. This leads to a revolutionary change in his own demeanour, where he begins to open up and show his girlfriend Samantha just how much he really does care about her. In the end, Ian planned everything exactly right so that he would save Samantha but he would die instead resulting in Samantha singing at his funeral even though she has a great fear of singing in public.

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Gee.. this movie is Cheesy. I watched this Online. mahirap makahanap ng copy eh. Naririnig ko lang po ito sa groupmate ko, kinekwento niya kasi samin that's why I became interested to watch this one. Hahay.. ang pag-ibig nga naman. I learned lots of Lessons.

Just show care and love to the persons who loves you the most. Paramdam natin sa kanila na importante din sila. And life is very short kaya, Seize the Day. Wag na ipagpa-bukas ang mga pwede mo pang gawin ngayon. Sabihin mo na sa mga mahal mo, family mo, friends mo, pati sa significant other mo na Mahal mo sila.

Hahaha. kaka-inlove.. wahahaha.. CHEESY!!!

: haaay.. Kiss.. Hmmmm. it shows affection and strong feeling. Love.

Sources: Wikipedia

Movie: Watch-Movies.net

nood ka na rin, ^^

Namimiss na kita!!! Super! Ehem!

Happy Easter! Egg Hunt! New Layout!!!

2008-03-23T03:27:00.000+08:00

He saw and he believed. Truly JESUS has risen from it's tomb and fulfilled the mission that God has bestowed to him!

Hehe! Lupet ng Diyos! Maligayang Pasko ng Pagkabuhay! yes it's Easter Sunday! Easter Egg Hunt na. hehe malamang, hindi na ako papasalihin dito kasi pang-kids lang ang EggHunt dito sa subdivision namin. Pero kadalasan may mga sumasali pa ding mga natatanda.. hahay madaya.

Time to Celebrate for God is alive in us! Celebrate kasi may mga palabas na ulit sa TV! siyempre masaya ako, wala kaya kaming cable dito. haha puro DVD marathon lang ang ginawa namin dito sa bahay, tapos kain, tulog, higa, text, tapos internet! friendster mag-hapon, blog, download.. paulit-ulit! haha sinusulit lang ang bakasyon!

Sa sobrang kaadikan naming magkapatid sa pag-internet, kahapon ng umaga, March 22, 2008 pagkagising ko ay ito ang gumulantang sa amin:

:ang Monitor at ang CPU ay nakabalot sa garbage Bag, hindi yan itatapon, ayaw lang ipagamit.

Sabi ni Mama, kahit ang pag-gamit na lang namin sa computer at pag-internet ang maging fasting namin. At yun nga, halos buong araw kaming di nag-internet at walang galaw sa computer. Pero nung kinagabihan, pumayag naman na.. haha naawa ata kasi mapilit ang kapatid ko. Kulet ng nanay ko noh?

Eto walang kuneksyon, anu masasabi mo sa bago kong Layout? mas maganda ba kesa dati? Pumangit? any Suggestments!? sabihin mo lang! hehe

Let's Celebrate!!! Cheers!

I'm Trully Home!!!

Photo Credit: Flickr

The Return of The ComeBack! - The End of my Blogging Hiatus! Tagshing!

2008-03-20T10:21:00.000+08:00

I had been in a Blog Hiatus for almost a couple of weeks due to the "busy"ness I have. This blog lacks activity that i can't give my readers an update. Sabi pa ni pinoyblogero.com:

"No new posts = Dead blog."

Awts.. now i'm reviving my blog back! Ako ay muling nagbabalik sa inyong mga piling. Mabibigyan ko na uli kayo ng update at magsasaya na uli tayo. hehe. The school-year 07-08 has just ended pero bago yun ay marami talagang nangyari. My last post was an article about our Campus Tour.

Sige para masimulan ko na ang pag-buhay sa inaakala kong patay kong blog, magrereport na lang ako swa mga nangyari habang ang blog na ito ay sa Blogging Hiatus! hehe.

Una, nagbunga yung mga paghihirap namin sa mga overnights, sleepovers, paggawa ng research sa mga subjects ko. hehe. lagi kaming una sa ranking kasi competition yun sa mga Defense namin; Strategic Management, Marketing Management, at Materials Managament ! Champion kami! hehe.

Pangalawa, we had our first elections sa YFC-FEU and I'm glad kasi smooth naman ang naging proseso, and na-elect lang ng maayos ang mga bagong officers na nasa position ngayon! haha. kumpleto na ang execoms ko for 08-09! and officially, tapos na ang term ko as EVP, President na ako eventually. nakakatakot, nakakakaba, pero kakayanin ko! hehe! Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam!

YFC-FEU 08-09 EXECUTIVE COMMITTEE

PRESIDENT - GERALD TIPONES

EVP - MJ PAGUYO

SENIOR SISTER - ABBY JOYCE SAMSON

VP & AVP FOR SOCIO POL - WILGIVEN AND JM

VP & AVP FOR EVANGELIZATION - KAREN AND RANIEL

VP & EVP MARKETING AND FINANCE - JV AND KHAYE

VP & AVP FOR SPECIAL PROJECT - MYRTLE AND JUSTIN

VP & AVP DOCUMENTATION - NESTY AND MIMI

Pangatlo, finally! natapos na din ang aming Campus Tour events. with our culminating activity - our 3rd YouthCamp with the theme: We Want The World To Know-Rock On! for the year! may almost 30 kaming YFC babies na aalagaan at mamahalin namin. and officially member na sila ng pamilya! Yehey! Held at our favorite venue, Glory of the Gardens Antipolo! angsaya! mas pinabongga kasi Joint Camp un ng FEU at PUP kaya mas madami! at bongga talaga na parang conference ang Camp, dahil Full-BAnd ang MusicMinistry, may BigScreen pa! oha oha san ka pa!? Lupet ng Diyos noh? mas malupet pa kasi nadala ko na din sa YFC yung 2 kong classmates na matagal ko nng iniinvite!! lupet ng Diyos!

hahaha! at ngayon nasa bahay na ako kasama ang family ko! Unti-unti ko nang sinusulit ang Bakasyon! haha! walang sawang internet! downloads! Kain! Tulog! Buhay Baboy! angsaya! siguro it's time for me to give myself a treat!

Excited lang ako sa upcoming 15th YFC ILC na gaganapin sa Tagaytay sa April 4-6, 2008! mas masaya kasi 20+ yung delegates ko from FEU na YFC! oha oha!! todo worship nanaman dun! at hang-out with other YFCs around the world!

yeah! sige yun na lang muna! hahaha ok? namiss ko lang talaga kayo! sobra!!!

pero syempre, wag natin kalimutan mag-reflect sa sarili natin. at sa works ni God sa buhay niyo ngayong Holy Week. Sana maging meaningful at maging masaya lang ang Lent ng Lahat! hindi lang puro saya!

May You have a Blessed Holy WEeK!

P.S. Tumaba daw ako ng konti, maraming nakapansin! anlupet ng FERN-C Vitamins!

I want you to Know

2008-02-29T03:45:00.000+08:00

This would be the busiest Sem I ever experienced in my college life, I am too busy focusing on my studies since i have 4 research-defenses, paperworks, sleepless-sleepovers-overnights, assignments, groupworks aside from juggling all other aspects of my life being as a servant leader, a son, a brother and a friend.

I even got two consecutive absences on a subject just to give time engineering our research missing 2 major quizzes and assignments. During other classes, I was even caught sleeping by our prof thankfully I'm not scolded. Not to mention that during this season is also the busiest season for us the YFC-campus based because of Campus Tour.

I always dreamt of having a "bonggang" activity for my organization. I prayed, discerned and planned what to do's in the Tour. There came the time when there is nothing to do but to pray and uplift my concerns to God, for the reason that I can't give my full physical attention to my studies and choose to be at YFC in preparing the activity.

I may say that our Campus Tour wasn't that good like others was expecting to us, we had lots of problems especially with the Admin of the school on the day of the program it self. But we learned a lot from it. I am always after the training for the leaders and the benefits that we/others could get but God, gave us more than what we dreamt of. Of having a great God, inspite of all the difficulties, for making us realize that there is no impossible for him, that he will never leave us this far and that everything would be just fine if we have him.

Instead of the theme "We Want The World To Know" it became, "Son, I want you to know"..

He knew how we are desperate for his Glory.

We're Blessed

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naka-DSL na kami!

2008-02-23T09:18:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaah! langya! naka-DSL na kami! ansaya! hahaha wala nang mga-dial-updialup! wala ng mga internet prepaid cards! hindi nako lalabas para makabili lang non! bwahahaha..

hindi ko naisip na magpapa-DSL sila mama, haha eh di naman nag-iinternet yung mga yun eh! haha ansaya ko talaga.. pwede ko na gawin mga assignments ko at reseraches ko ng mas mabilis! faster downloads! no more PC rentals! dati 52 Mbps ngayon 100 na! basta mabilis! mas makakamura ko d2!

ansaya talaga..

hehe! haay salamat nakapag-update din after 48 years!

GB!

Pasasalamat

2008-02-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

woooh! nais ko lang magpasalamat sa lahat ng bumati, ngumiti, nag-regalo, nagtext, tumawag, nag-handa, gumastos, bumisita, nangulit, nambwisit, nantrip, nag-aya, nag-sorpresa, kumanta, sumayaw, nag-message, nag-comment, gumawa ng article, nang-whapack, nag-dasal, nagpakain, tumalon, gumulong lahat naa!!!

dahil napasaya niyo ako ng sobra sa espesyal na raw na yon.. talagang naramdaman ko lang yung importansya ko at ang pagiging mahalaga sa mga tao! astig talaga.

ngayong disi-nwebe na ako. malamang, tumanda ako ng isang taon. haha. sana patuloy niyo pa din ako samahan at suportahan sa lahat ng hamon ng buhay na aking kakaharapin! hahaha super tagalog!

kilala niyo na sarili niyo kung kasali kayo jan. gusto ko lang sabihin na, Mahal ko kayo lahat! at masaya ako para sa atin! may GodBless us! wooooh inuman na! joke! haha ng peyborit drink namin sa apartment ni fjordan allego! ang Beer Brand!

inorder sa pizza-hut. hehe gamit ang aking palm card

haha! salamat uli!

Happy Birthday to me!

2008-02-12T10:05:00.000+08:00

grabe. February 12 na. isa lang ibig sabihin non! birthdaay ko na! waaaaaah! 19 years old na ako nabubuhay sa mundong ito! hindi ko lubos maisip yon! ambait ng diyos! yeah! wohooo!!!

sa mga may surprise jan, haha nakapagplano ba kayo? gusto ko yung makapagbabagdamdamin ha. pati yung mga may regalo, kahit 80gig na ipod or iphone, n95 pwede din? PSP? nintendo wii, isang mac-notebook? PC! kahit pang-tuition ko, sagot mo na ayos lang sa akin! hehe.

wish!? natutuwa ako kasi yung mga wish ko eh hindi para sa akin. kakaiba noh!? pero di ko na yun sasabihin dito.. hehehe.. GudBoi nga daw pala ako.. sabi yan ng isang napaka-importanteng tao sakin heheh.. nakow!! hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!

hehe sige, itong post na to is open to share your wishes to me! sabihin mo yung wish mo sa akin by commenting on this post mapa-multiply man o blogger... ok!?? hahah maaappreciate ko yun!

why Westlife Sucks & Me Drugs???

2008-02-04T12:13:00.000+08:00

@ Chowking's Commissary, Sucat

Guess what, nakangiti kami nyan kahit alam naming may facemask kami.. haha.

Sa Bus with my Seatmates.. hehe mga pogi no. From left: Don. Christoper and Me!

Gosh antagal namin sa bus kaka-hintay, aminado naman sila na di talaga naging organize ang pagbisita sa 2 Company; Coca-Cola and Chowking. Mas naenjoy pa naming mag-soundtrip at tsumibog sa Bus.

Sleeping trip, tapos pwede ding DVD marathon sa Bus. And yung huli naming pinanood bago umuwi!? Duh!? Westlife Live Concert!!?? what the duck!? nakisabay pa kumanta mga classmates kong bading at mga westlife fanatics. La lang mejo nakakarindi lang pakinggan mga songs dahil mejo nagkaroon ako ng "genre-shift" - bah, pauso ako haha/ mejo nahilig din ako sa maiingay na banda though nakikinig din ako ng boybands dati! haha.. Sucks men! eew.

Ang adik ko din ngayong at mga nakaraang araw. ewan ko ba kung tumalab sa akin ang side-effects ng Fern-C vitamins, yup nag-vivitamins nako! hehe para healthy o sadyang in-love lang talaga ako!? ehem.. hmmmm!

Wala lang. sige koment ka kung gusto mo hahaha.

Hmmmmmmmm!

2008-01-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

(wow!, jan na magsisimula yan.. hehe hug na!)

A hug is a form of physical intimacy similar to the bear hug that generally involves closing or holding the arms around another person or group of persons. The hug is probably the most common human sign of love and affection, along with kissing. A hug is also exchanged as a sign of support and comfort. A hug is the exchange of warmth, usually arising out of joy or happiness at meeting someone.

Sometimes, a HUG is all we need. Better than a kiss. You feel accepted, You feel you're not alone, You feel there's someone who's willing to be with you in your darkest time. You know there's a person who'll love you till your last breath, who'll understand you from the inside-out.

woshooo!!! GB!

Credits:

Photo - Flickr

Hug - Wikipedia

Eulogy ko sa Nasira kong Gitara

2008-01-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Isang pamamaalam

Nalulungkot ako ngayong gabi, hindi ko akalaing ngayon din masisira ang aking pinaka-mamahal kong gitara. Ang sama talaga ng pagkakataon, hindi ko alam kung pano ako makaka-move on sa nangyari. Dahil unang-una, sa tatay ko talaga iyon and binigay lang sa akin kasi nakita niya na pwede ako matuto tugtugin yun.

Matagal-tagal na din ang aming pinag-samahan, kung san-san ko na din yan nadala. Pati nga mga humiram ng gitara ko, hindi ko na mabilang. Natuto ako tumugtog ng gitara dahil sa community na kinabibilangan ko. Mamimis ko talaga tong gitarang to. hindi ko alam kung maayos pa yan sa epoxy clay pero mukhang malala ang kanyang pagkasira, tuluyan nang naputol ang pihitan sa neck nito. haays :(

Akala din pala ni Hiraya, siya ang nakasira, basta nagkaroon lang yan ng malaking crack sa isang matinding pagkabagsak, ayun ang malaki kong pagkukulang sa gitarang yan, madalas kong hinihila lang yan kahit alam kong may hawakan ang case, o ihagis lang sa tabi. Hindi ako naging maingat.

Pero sa kabila ng lahat-lahat, nagpapasalamat ako dahil jan ko tinugtog ang unang mga chords at kantang pinag-aaralan ko. Kasama ko yan tuwing inlab na inlab din ako. Kilala ata ng gitara ko ang lahat ng mga babae na napa-ibig ako. Madami akong maibabaon na magandang alaala kasama yan (nagawa ko na ding kayakap ang gitarang yan habang natutulog, seryoso), ganun ako ka-passionate sa musika. Haay. Sana naririnig mo pa ako, Salamat. parang tao lang eh no.

Sana kasama mo na si God ngayon. Paalam mahal kong gitara, Paalam.

Note: Hiraya naman ang nilagay ko puro na lang Fjordz ang naka-link sa mga post ko eh, maiba naman. hindi naman halatang palagi tayo magkasama. hehe. wag ka na makonsensya jan.

Parang Droga Lang ah!

2008-01-15T16:59:00.000+08:00

Just want to grab this chance to update you! haha.. I'm here at E-Lib (Electronic Library) of FEU. actually I was about to research on my assignments. But it seems i waste time clicking here and there and no output at all.

Well, gusto ko lang i-share this inspiring text message I recieved from a friend.

" God reserved something special for us. There is more to our life than we ever thought. There is more to our story than what we have read. There is more to our song that what we have sung. A good author saves the best for last, a great composer keeps his finest for the finish. And God... the author of life & composer of hope has done the same for us..

The Best is yet to come.. be there when God whispers your name. "

Truly, I am blessed for God slowly unfolds his plans for me. From service, studies, family, lovelife, name it! He proves me that never he will leave me - in any battle. He gives trials, problems/ challenges for he want me to learn something and to be stronger. Especially This time that the Campus Tour is just at hand. I have my plans and prayed for it. And still praying for it. And I know it will be just successful as it was. We'll just offer everything to him; the appraisals, claps all for him. For he deserves a reigning glory especially in our campus!.

just like what others utter:

"magpagamit lang tayo sa kanya.."

surely he will.

He loves surprises.. He gives more than we expect, more than the dreams we dreamt. Just claim the victory he won thousands year ago. The best is really yet to come.. The Harvest just near.

Kaninang umaga, I read my Bible. I browse on the other verses after 2 cor 4:5 where the carrying verse or Theme of the Campus Tour was derived.

5 For we do not preach ourselves but Christ Jesus as Lord, and ourselves as your bond-servants for Jesus' sake.

8 we are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not despairing;
9 persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed;

Ang galing lang talaga.. para akong kotse na punong-puno ng gasolina. Parang Droga Lang ah!Na-eexcite tuloy ako. hehe

And before I end my post, I just want to give a little space here in my blog - Greeting Ate Kookoo a Happy Birthday! Hindi na po sya teen! 20 na! haha.. Ate koo, I'm so blessed that we have you as S.S. (Senior Sister) of YFCFEU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Thanks! weeee!

Get To Know More About Me

2008-01-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

Get to know more about me. I got this short Video from Youtube. Thanks to Dhoam who made this inspiring Vid. This explains me me ME! Yeah i have kind of different lifestyle.. hehe

Malay mo ikaw din to!? diba!? Please have time to watch..

Thanks! weeee

Crazy over Rubix - What a Surprise!

2008-01-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

Sa totoo lang, hindi ho ako adik sa Rubix Cube, wala din ako neto, kahit usong-uso na, hindi ako bumili, hindi ko din alam i-solve at buuin ang puzzle ng laruan na yon. Ang kaya ko lang buuin ay ay iyong front-face (isang side), pagkatapos eh wala na. wala ng kwenta.

Sa apartment kasi, mejo adik kasi ang isa kong hawsmate na si Fjordz sa Rubix, meron na syang orig nito at isang keychain na ang nakasabit ay Rubix pa din. At dahil wala nga namang pagkaka-abalahan sa bahay, dahil wala nga naman kaming TV at Computer - napaglalaruan ko ang mga Rubix nya. Syempre di ko din mabuo dahil bobo ako sa larong yon.

Naisipan kong gumawa ng Letters at Figures sa mga kulay ng Cubes. Sa sorpresa ko, nabuo ko ang letra ng YFC- FEU.

*tignan mo lang mabuti para makita ang aking artwork.. hehe ok kaya baka malabo na mga mata mo..

Whoa!!! Kaya nyo yan!? ha kaya nyo yan!??

New Year's Resolution-iSlash-Short Review of 07

2008-01-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

Yes! This is my first post for the year of the rat. Its already 2008, new life, new opportunities, new blessings, new surprises! (alam niyo naman si GOD, mahilig sa sorpresa), new challenges, halos lahat bago! This is a very rare chance na binigay satin to be a better person this year.

At syempre magpapahuli ba si heraldo-desperado!? Definitely a no no. To start of, I made some New Years Resolution-slash-Short Review of 07 – though others may say, it’s a ruling or mag-hinder sa mga ibang bagay na gusto mong gawin. Well for me, atleast I have focused, I prioritized and syempre as part of my goal-setting.

My New Year’s Resolution-slash-ShortReview 0f 07 for 2008

Be a Better Person! – I learned my lessons from my mistakes last 2007! In addition, make sure not to do it again.

Study Harder! – being part of a Pilot Class, it doesn’t mean that you’re really doing good in your studies. We also get depressing grades that others get. So have more time in Studies.

Be Healthy! Eat Healthy! – hmmm. One of my promise to a friend sabi ko, “This year, mag-papataba ako!” yeah.. Ok lang maging magastos, basta sa food! I look payat talaga sabi nila.

Save More! – Everybody knows that I am a miser (In tagalong kuripot), but I never saved money. I keep on spending to waste. Now, I’ll try to keep some, even mga natirang-baryas sa bulsa ko.

Keep the Fire Burning! – God has blessed me for over 18 years. And my 2008 was really a Whack! Despite of my downs, I just saw God still hugging me tightly expressing not to give up that he’ll never give up on me.. sweet! I’m so excited to serve him more this year!!!

Be more Friendly! Talk a lot! – lessen being a suplado. Have more conversations with Friends! Express myself more to people!

Blog! Blog! Blog! - I see my blog improving for the last quarter of the year, mula sa paglipat sa Blogdrive to Blogger! to my friends, readers and commentors that continuosly supporting. I promise to give you Quality posts/Articles and to update you time to time!

That’s it! I am looking forward for this year! I hope I can make it up for my shortcomings in 07! I hope you are still with me to face my 08! Salamat sa lahat ng mga nakasama ko last year! kung natamaan ka, kasali ka don! Love lots! GodBless!

What’s yours!?

Looking Forward to hear from you!?

PHOTOCREDIT - photo from pookie_san99@Flickr

YFC-FEU Official BLOG

2007-12-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

not the actual bloggers

http://yfc-feu.blogspot.com/

As the number of bloggers in YFC-FEU grow in numbers (don't know if im the one influenced them and they started creating accounts!), writing their realizations, experiences, jokes, books, Whatever. I serve tuloy as their Blogger-Guru. I just decided to create a BLOG for my Organization and its added to my blogger account, so they have to email me their articles and post them. And each will be a contributor.

The site will be just focusing on hmm.. reflections, and announcements of the Group!? And a site where everything will be posted about Us and Updates, to keep communications with the members!

contributors: Ate koo, Dianajoy, Gerald, JM, JV, Karz, Kuya Paul, Letlet, Mimi, Shiegla

Ciao. Godbless

what do you think huh!??

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

as being the EVP

2007-12-14T12:22:00.000+08:00

Think. .

the balloons represent dreams..waiting to be set free...and the roots are like..gravity..or a voice of reason..telling them to wait..wait for a better time... by ~Sadir89@DeviantART

Napakasarap pakinggan kapag tinawag kang EVP (Executive Vice President), feeling mo sikat ka sa school, kaway dito- kaway don, andaming bumabati, parang artista nga feeling ko kung minsan. Pero hindi yun ang mahalaga kung bakit ko tinaggap ko ang posisyon ng EVP. siguro no-choice lang talaga nung natawag akong mag-serve, iilan lang kasi kaming lalaki sa YFCFEU noon o kaya sobrang minahal ko lang ang community kaya pati YFC sa skul ay pinasok ko na din.

Sa totoo lang, nahihirapan din ako, nape-pressure na nga ako. lalo na at matatapos na ang term ko as EVP at next year, my final year - ay mag-eevolve na ako sa pagiging presidente. Malamang mas mahirap yun. Evp pa nga lang ako ngarag na eh. Hays. Pero sa kabila ng mga nangyayari hindi ko pa din nalilimutan na mag-enjoy, at kung bakit ko ginagawa itong kabaliwan na to sa pagsese-serve!

EXECUTIVE VICE PRESIDENT (EVP)

The office of the EVP is only created once a YFC Campus group reaches “Unit level”, and therefore, those groups eligible for elections.
The EVP is “president in training.” His term as president will begin the summer after the school year in which he was elected EVP.
The EVP runs the campus under the direction of the president. The president acts as the visionary of the YFC campus group and trainer of the EVP.
The EVP sees to it that the direction and plans discussed with and given by the President for the campus are carried out.
He presides EXECOM service meetings, gives out and follows up assignments, as determined by the President.
He should take care of the details and organize the Prayer meeting.
The EVP will assume the position of President if, the latter fails to do his responsibilities, as stated in the by-laws, with the approval of the Cluster Heads and the Execom.

Siguro nagawa ko naman ang iba jan ng maayos. Yung sa pang-apat ang nagiging mahirap sa akin. Parang hanggang plano lang ako. napaka-pessimistic ko. Sabi ko nga dati sa mga housemates ko na Bading ako gumawa ng Desisyon. Andami kong kinatatakutan, tapos puro pa ako reklamo sa Student Affairs namin, kasi hindi kami suportado unlike other student Organizations - non-sectarian kasi.

Hindi ko nga alam kung ano na gagawin ko, ngayong nalalapit na ang Campus tour. At nanga-ngapa pa din ako. Kailangan ko ng mag-isip. Kailangan ko nang mag-plano! Kailangan ko na din atang mag-ayuno. Kahit isang activity man lang sa mapaplano ko ay may matupad. Sana nga lahat eh. hehe

hanggang sa muli!!!! ^^

Shame on ME! - gosh! another emo post from me!?

2007-12-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

emo? na naman ba trip ko? from FLickr

- Shame on me kasi I use to lead and love people, evangelize and inspire others, pero sa sarili ko hindi ko maayos.

- Shame on me kasi I have all the wisdom to know what's right from wrong, and yet I still find myself doing the not-so-good things.

- Shame on me kasi sobrang spoonfed ako sa pagmamahal ni God, pero kadalasan hindi pagmamahal ang naibabalik ko sa kanya.

- Shame on me kasi hindi na ako natuto. Nadapa na't tumayo pero madadapa pa rin sa lugar kung san ako nadapa.

- Shame on me kasi wala akong isang salita, I keep on making promises to him pero nasisira ko lang.

- Shame on me kasi I'm living in two identity. pag kaharap ko ang mga tao ay maayos lang ang lahat pero pag ako na lang mag-isa, ay ibang tao na ako. Nagagawa ko ang mga bagay na di maiisip ninuman na magagawa ko yon.

- Shame on me kasi, si God died for me but in some point of my life- its difficult for me to live for him!

- Shame on me kasi nasasaktan ko diyos ko pero habang nasasaktan siya dahil sakin eh mas lalong humihigpit yung yakap niya sa akin.

Sabi nga ni fjordz , naiinggit sya sa akin kasi parang ang lahat na lang ng bagay ay ngini-ngitian ko lang, pati problema looks just easy for me. pero di nila alam, it kills me slowly.

No, its just between me and my GOd. Nahihiya at naasar lang ako sa sarili ko ngayon. Alam ko na tao lang ako at makakagawa talaga ako ng masama at mistakes. Hindi ko din kayang pantayan lahat ng gawa niya sa akin. Sobrang Depressing lang talaga yung mga nakasulat sa taas. At totoo lang din na Desperado din ang diyos sa atin. Haays. May mga pagkakataon lang na nakakalimutan ko kung ano at sino ako. Pati ang purpose ko. Nawawala ako sa focus ko at yung fire ko sa service ay humihina for some reasons.

Para tayong isang pera, mawala man ang dating malutong at malinis na hitsura o malukot man ng sobra-sobra na pwede ng ipang- "touchingball" ay hindi parin nawawala ang halaga. Ganon ang tingin ng diyos satin.

Ginawa ko lang? nagdasal lang ako. nag-usap kami. With matching reflections songs sa mp3 ko. Hindi ko lang kasi talaga kaya ang 'Dryness'. hindi ko kaya na malayo siya.

I Badly need my God. pag wala siya, basura ako.

Sana lang maka-relate lahat ng babasa.. haaays. open for suggestments and opinions.

top 7 ako & PARAMORE addiction. .

2007-12-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

I was awarded by Jazzy as her Top 7 commentor in her blog, and its my first time to recieve an award in blogging.. ^^ well masaya talga ako! haha parang pang-FAMAS lang ba!? hehe with matching teary eyes..

Super thanks sayo Jazzy! sabi ko sa kanya I'm going to be her regular reader, kasi naman mga post niya parang naka-atend ako ng YouthConference or retreat na sobrang dami mu mapupulot. haha ayan ha prinomote ko na blog mo! hahaha Basta super thanks! keep on inspiring people, serving GOD and writing! http://embracinghislove.blogspot.com/

itong mga nakaraang linggo, ay naadik ako sa bandang PARAMORE (pronounced "Par-a-mour"), yepyep, emo yung mga songs nila pero hindi po ako emo, emo within lang haha... natripan ko lang talaga kanta nila. how Hayley sings and Josh screams.. theyre so talented. Their age are ranging from 17-22. Paramore now primarily consists of Hayley Williams (lead vocals), Josh Farro (lead guitar/backing vocals), Jeremy Davis (bass), and Zac Farro (drums).

yepyep.. I like their songs: My Heart, Emergency, Whoa, When it Rains, Pressure, Born for this... etc. and yes i'm sure that im going to love their other songs too. It has lots of feelings. sarap talaga.. Balita ko lang ha, sabi sakin ni ate kookoo, may pagka christian band ata itong paramore? i dunno, pero its not that surprising because they're not using profane words or bad words in their songs. nag-ggodbless pa nga after performance eh!? basta the're so good!

hays! ciao ulet! salamat JAzzy! may my God and Your God be praised!!!!

na - TAG ako!!!

2007-11-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

i was tagged by TheSocialCritic in his Nov. 26 entry. ayun close na daw kami! yehey! anyways salamat sa tag! and this is my first time to write in reply to a tag and tag people! salamat uli!

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*What to do:

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.

2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).

3. Pick your month of birth.

4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.

5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving acomment for them.

6. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!

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I was born on February 12, 1989, at 18 y/o na ako ngayon! So here are the traits of the month of February:

Abstract thoughts. - madami ako nyan, weird nga minsan
Loves reality and abstract. - cgro..
Intelligent and clever. - hmm medyo, swerte nga at nasa Pilot section!
Changing personality. - sabi ng iba, pag-tumatagal. .
Attractive. - ehem.. sabi cute lang daw. malabo ata mata ng maatract sakin.
Sexy. - naah.. i'm skinny kaya. gosh my weight is dropping daw!!
Temperamental. - hindi naman masyadow..
Quiet. - Sshhh...
Shy and Humble. - ahaha.. TAMA ulit! shy at first! its good to be humble! wag laki ulo.
Honest and Loyal. - *speechless* totoo naman kasi.
Determined to reach goals. - Yes! Believe. Have Faith. Act now!
Loves freedom. - i really do but not abusing it!
Rebellious when restricted. - minsan, pag di-ko magets kung bakit restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. - hindi naman, i give space and air.
Too sensitive and easily hurt. - Oo, weird nga eh pati feelings ng iba ramdam ko.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it. - tama, i dont start wars.
Dislikes unnecessary things. - hindi naman. .
Loves making friends but rarely shows it. - friendly and sociable but suplado talaga me T_T
Daring and stubborn. - madalas. .
Ambitious. - wala namang masama! determined naman ako eh!
Realizes dreams and hopes. - paunti-unting tinutupad! one step at a time!
Sharp. - madalas-dalas. .
Loves entertainment and leisure. - i hate dull moments
Romantic on the inside not outside. - oi hindi naman, kita din minsan!
Superstitious and ludicrous. - not me..
Spendthrift. - definetely not me!!!
Tries to learn to show emotions. - tama! yan ako sa kasalukuyan!

Eto na ang mga Months and following Traits!:

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

at sila ang aking ita-tag para gumawa at magtag din tulad nito!!!

Hanggang sa muli!!!

LUMILINDOl!

2007-11-27T12:50:00.000+08:00

12:30 pm Nov. 27, 2007 . Nakaupo lang kami sa may tapat ng SB building sa FEU. tambay mode habang nagrereview ang dalawa kong classmate ng biglang "sumayaw ang lupa".. konting kadyot lang naman ang nangyari. mga 3 seconds. pero may nagsasabi na 5 minutes daw yon. Hindi ko lam kong anong intensity ang lindol na yon pero sabi malakas talaga. Saka kung hanggang saang lugar ang inabot ng lidol. haha actually natuwa ako kasi minsan lang lumindol, joke. nakaranas naman na ako non dati pero iba ngayon kasi asa skul ako. haha saya . .

kaw naramdaman mo ba? end of the world daw ah!? O_0

2 taon na ako sa blogging

2007-11-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

Habang nagbabasa ako ng blog ng iba, at nagsesearch, naisipan kong balikan ang mga dati kong blogs, titignan ko lang sana kung may mga bumibisita pa at kung may nagbabasa pa din ng mga articles ko.

Una kong pinuntahan ang mga blog ko bago ako mapunta ditto sa blogspot.

Sa kaadikan ko sa YFC ay paiba-iba ako ng pangalan ng website, mapa-SoloDiosBasta. . tapos palit na naman pagsawa na, tas yung huli naging THE Lost Become Chosen naman, inspired ng isang part kanta ng Hillsong United sa album nilang AOTA. Pati nga URL non eh http://geraldyfc.blogdrive.com/ pa.

Tapos pinuntahan ko pa ang pinaka-una ko talagang blog, at sa friendster yun. Doon talaga nahasa ingles ko, sobrang ang feeling ko talaga non sa blog na yon. Wala pa akong maisip na mailagay sa URL non kaya nalagay ko http://worshipped.blogs.friendster/ na lang! tapos naisip ko talaga na puntahan pati yung pinaka-pinaka-pinaka una kong post sa una kong blog. At eto yon.

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My First post on my first blog!?..,
OMG! I can't believe this! I have a blog now for the very first time! and this is my first post...,!!I dunno what to say(type), i'm speechless! lufet talaga!!I hope you visit my blog often!
hope you like it!!(^_^)
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Don ko nalaman na 2 taon at mahigit na akong nagsusulat sa blog.
Hindi ko lubos maisip na naka-dalawang taon na pala ako sa pagba-blog. Kaya sa 2 taong yon nais ko lang pasalamatan ang mga at kakaunting tao na malaking impluwensiya sa akin sa pag-bblog kahit wala masyadong nbagbabasa ng mga sulat ko:

Jlongboy - http://longbee.blogdrive.com/, sya ho ang nag-impluwensya sa akin na mag-blog. isa xang kaibigan simula nung hayskul kami, bukod sa blogging eh tinuruan pa ako mag-yoyo as in pareho kaming adik non. Palagi nyang banat na gaya-gaya ako sa kanya. hmf. hehe Salamat sayo kapateed. Balita sa kanya? *ayon isa na lang ang itlog nya*!!! One EGG!

Fjordz - http://hiraya.co.nr/ , Kabatak kong EVP from YFC-TIP manila. naman. andami ko ditong natutunan, hindi lang sa magkaibigan kame. Lalo na ang gamitin ang sariling wika sa pagsulat. haha Idol ko din to, galing sumulat. Talagang malaman ang bawat article. Biiiiggggaat.

*ESTADISTIKA

2 taon, 6 na buwan, 8 araw na katanda sa blogging (as of Nov 24, 2007 1:37PM)

114 ang lahat ng napost ko sa 3 kong blog, 44 lang ang nangahas na mag-comment sa mga sulat ko seriously. (except sa mga nagcocomment sa tagboard).

kung tutuusin kakaunti pa lang ang mga yan. haha. dadami din pag tumagal.

dito na lang muna..

picture from: http://fromthestyx.wordpress.com/2007/09/

paalam

i got a new template! - birthday din ni shiegla

2007-11-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

ang saya. sa totoo lang wala sa plano ko ang mag-palit ng template. nagawa ko lang puntahan ang PYZAM para para.. wala lang.. haha basta. saya.

basta.. ang mga kulay nato ang nagdedescribe sa personalidad ko. saka naisip ko din na mas namomotivate gumawa ng isang article ang isang blagero kapag nakikita nyang maganda ang kanyang blog. at syempre para di nakakasawa. mabilis kasi akong nagsasawa eh. maganda rin naman ang dati kong template pero ang mga readers ng blog na toh ay sa palagay ko ay hindi na nasisiyahan sa hitsura nito. kaya yan..

badtrip lang, kasi mabubura lahat ng widgets at mga kinabit kong borloloy sa sidebox ko. kaya yam, bago ang chatbox, links, pictures pati hitcounter!

VOILA! a new look! fresh na fresh..

PATI PALA MULTIPLY KO GANITO NA DIN ANG ITSURA!!!

http://geraldtipsy.multiply.com

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at birthday ng kapatid naming si shiegla! grabe. sarap sa yellowcab talaga eversince. lalo na siguro kung libre diba. at mawawalan ba ng pahidan ng icing? at ako pa ang unang biniktima..

anyhoo haberday sayo shiegla!

cge po! paalam!

lazy sunday afternoon

2007-11-17T12:42:00.000+08:00

Sa tingin ko walang patutunguhan ang sinusulat kong toh.. nakakaramdam kasi ako ng matinding katam - - . katamaran. talaga naman oh. totoo talaga ang text quote na walang taong tamad, dahil hindi mo lang alam kung san ibubuhos ang kasipagan mo.

Bakit naman ganon..? nakaka-ilang linggo pa lang sa second semester ay ganito na. hindi naman ako ganito nung first sem. there's something wrong sa akin. Ganito din ang nararamdaman ng classmate ko. Bukod sa alam ng lahat na mas mahirap talaga ang mga subjects ngayon, dahil puro researches at defense, ay anak naman ng tinapa at tinamaan pa ng katamaran. Ano na lang ang mangyayari samin nyan. hays talaga.

Sa totoo lang, hindi naman ako malunkot ngayon o problemado. wala lang siguro akong magawa. BOORIINNG. yeah. kahit may mga asignatura ako, sige parin. hmm mejo iba lang itong post nato ngayon ah., mejo hindi inspiring at walang lesson.

Ay meron pala, wag nyo ko tularan! haha

Isa pa, pakiramdam ko, mas less-organize ako ngayon. nyak! management student pa naman ako. Andami kong namimisplace, tulad ng toothbrush na ntagpuan namin sa may isang medyas, charger na nakatago sa labahan, kahit sa pagpasok sa skul ay hindi ko pa magawang bumili ng notebook, kaya magulo ang aking mga files. pano yon? ang wirdo ko nitong mga nakaraang araw. ayan nauubusan na ako ng mga sasabihin.

i have to do something.. para sa dating masipag na mukhang nag-sisipag-sipagan na ako. CHEERS parekoi. 0_o

2nd SEM - FIRST WORSHIP - THE CREEPY HOUSE

2007-11-07T08:48:00.000+08:00

2^nd Sem naa.

Ayun, pasukan na naman.

ByeBye PC games, Lakwatsa, 8+ hours of sleep, HangOuts, Tambays, FoodTrips, DVD marathon, Siesta moments, Super Texts and GMs, Super Internet, Chats and all!

Hello ulit Professors, Ma’am & Sir, Manong Guard ng FEU, mga DO, Klase kong magulo pero super saya, Reviews, Researches, Assignments, Quizzes, Defenses, Exams, Photocopies, Library, Books, Hagardness, Toxicness, Sleepless Nights, Headaches, Heartaches, Hello GOD! YFC-CAMPUS ACTIVITIES AGAIN!

Hays mejo nakakapagod man ang magiging 2^nd Semester ko sa FEU, alam ko magiging masaya naman at exciting ang mga mangyayari! Its time para bumawi sa mababang grades nung first sem! Its time to show to the whole school kung sino ako at kung sino ang dala-dala ko (si Kristo).

"I may have fallen a billion times, sige na nga trillion pa, but in him I will Rise!"

Stand Proud! Feel Proud! :-)

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1^st MeeT ng YFCFEU sa Monday Worship

As what JV stated sa kanyang madamdamin GroupMessage., prepare for the Bigger and Explosive YFCFEU this SEM! Ayun unang meeting pa lag sa unang araw ng 2^nd SEM sa Sacristy ay talaga naming explosibo at malaki! Parang Conference ang worship! It was powerfull and Solemn! Naramdaman lang talaga naming ang diyos non!

Super Bonding after ng worship sa Freedom Park! At kainan sa mga pasalubong ni Farah from CEBU at ang Surprise Bday Cake ni Jhom! Ang saaayaaa!!!

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About my Apartment chuva issue. .

Pinayagan na ulit ako ng mga magulang ko para makapag-apartment! Ewan ko kung pano nagbago ang desisyon nila’t pinayagan ako. Siguro naintindihan na nila na hindi lang ako Estudyante, na Lider ako at marami ang inaalagaan sa YFCFEU at maraming umaasa sa akin.Saka mahirap mag-uwian galing ng Morayta pauwi sa malayong tinitirhan ko sa QC lalo na’t madalas akong gabihin sa mga activities. We’ll plans my parents have, OKS lang sakin, I’m willing to sacrifice and work double, basta hindi sila nahihirapan.. :-)

And the new House na lilipatan. . . dendenendendeeeeen!

It is spelled out C-R-E-E-P-Y! yeah its freaky creepy. An 8^th or so tall Building na medjo parang nadaanan ng bagyo at lindol sa may Bustillos, near LRT Legarda Station. Pero the Unit itself, hmmm pwede na.. malawak, mahangin, well ventilated – kaso nung unang punta ko, amoy dagang deads eh. Eew. Hehe konting linis lang don at presto, HOME SWEET HOME

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bye! :-)

6th METROCON OUTLOUD

2007-10-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

(YFC-FEU sa stage.. hehe)

haay. asar na. paulit ulit na ako d2 sa entry ko.. haay. asar na computer to at connection.. hmpf..

This was last OCT. 27-28, 2007 at DNHS (Dasmarinas National High School Main), Cavite!!!

Anyways the conference was really great.. astig talaga.. kahit madaming disapppointments at first, pinatunayan lang nya ang kanyang GREATNESS through the talks, activities and worship. kahit mejo tirong ang trabaho ko non, kasi nga Docu ako don, hindi ko pa din naminss ang mga sandaling maki-bonding with my co-YFCFEUs and makinig sa malulupet na talks.. Since OUTLOUD ang theme ng METROCON we just SHOUTed, CRIED AND PRAISEd OUTLOUD his name. . its JJJJEEEEEEEESSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

"parang ILC dito sa METROCON.." - KOOKOO

Tama sya don, from the Bonggang Stage, Talks, Competitions and people ay para ka ding nakaexperience ng ILC! especially the Dance of BDC (BELIEVE DANCE COMPANY), yeah it was really awesome! galing nila sumayaw sa Dance Production nila. Fan nila ako. wahaha. eh mas maganda pa sayaw nila kaysa sa mga nag-compete sa dance. haha.. peace.

kahit maputik kagaya ng METROCON 2005 sa Marist School, Marikina at maulan still mas ramdam ng bawat isa ang presence ni GOD! hehe astig!!!

pano? dito na lang muna kapatid!? yung mga pictures at videos ko nang metrocon nato ay nasa multiply ko lang!? haha click na!!!

http://geraldtipsy.multiply.com/photos

http://geraldtipsy.multiply.com/videos

ciao

GATEWAY getaway escapade with Fjordz

2007-10-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

(Cross-posted to my Blogger)

Oct 25, 2007 sa Gateway mall 6:30 PM

Dapat meeting namin yon for Docu Team for MetroCon kaso hindi natuloy. umalis na kc si Ate Mia (YouthHead) na dapat magmemeeting sa amin sa pag-aakala niyang walang aatend. Kaya nasayang ang pag-punta namin ni Fjordz doon. Naisipan tuloy naming gumala sa GateWay upang sulitin ang pag-punta.. wahehehe..

Nag-pa-picture picture kami kahit saan, hehe para kaming bata, OFW, drayber, bading at kung anu-anu pa. nahiligan lang siguro namin ang photography kuno nung mga oras na iyon. Tawag namin sa sarili namin non, TECHIE hunters (mga taong mahilig sa gadgets pero walang perang pambili)

inisip din namin na Training Ground na din namin yun para ma-improve ang aming skills sa photography na gagamitin namin sa MetroCon. kahit yung cellphone ko lang ang gamit namin ay ayos na.. hehe.. nagpunta kami sa Automatic center, food Express, nokia, SemiColon (tama ba?), Cineplex, TimeZone, Manhattan Chuva, Pay LOUNGE, sabihin na nating sa lahat ng floor non ay natripan namin mag-piktyur.. hehe

Haays. sobrang masaya lang ang araw na iyon. dahil ankukulet ng mga picture namin.. Fjordz, ang daya mo, ang labo ng kuha mo sakin! pasmado! T@e ka! hehe..

d2 na lang muna peeps.^^ paalam!!!

OOPS WAIT THERE'S MORE!!! hehe may isa pa pala. eto.,

wahahah ano master KHEN? gayang gaya ba kita!? parang nag-kagat labi lang ako aah.. hehe. PEACE tayo ah. IDOL! APIR.. hehe..

la lang, nang-asar lang muna ako ng isang tao bago mag-paalam sainyo ngayon. hahaha.. basta ang saya, excited pa ako sa MTROCON!!! kitakita sa OUTLOUD!!!. . ^^

bye. GB

at last i have my MULTIPLY now

2007-10-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

after the long waiting.. ngayon ay member na ako ng multiply. i had lots of hesitations in joining this community simply because i dont have a camera! but now ihave with me my Samsung Phone, ITS NOT THAT HARD TO IMAGINE.. hehe..

i hope you enjoy staying in my multiply site..

just keep in touch. though still in designing the site.. just keep in touch..

love you guys..

YFC-FEU YOUTHCAMP

2007-10-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

kulang pa kami neto. hehe. from my fone..

after all, ang nasabi ko lang ay

"lord, it is done.."

Dati kasi sinabi ko kay God na mag-work naman sya sa campus namin, na iparanas niya sa amin yung GREATNESS niya. and dumating sa point na hinamon ko siya na gawin niya yun. alam ko kasi na it is his promise to us. And on the date of OCT. 15-17, YFC-FEU YouthCamp., HE NEVER FAILED US.

ID namin.. from my fone hehe..

P.S. ANG GANDA NG VENUE NAMIN!!! i can say its a piece of heaven!!! sa GLORY OF THE GARDENS ANTIPOLO!!!

Heto yung mga naging realizations ko nung camp, mga nangyari, kalokohan, inspiring moments, kulitan, malulupet at unforgettable moments din ko/namin.

Sa totoo lang hindi ko ma-explain, ma-express yung "sayang" nararamdaman ko ngayon. Kaninang umaga pagka-gising ko, andami kong text-messages na natanggap. Puro realizations ng mga participants, service teams, pati mga congrats sa amin ng mga taga ibang campus na sumoporta nung camp.

Sabi namin ni kuya nick eto yung epekto o hang-over pagkatapos nang isang youthcamp; ang mamiss kaagad ang isa't-isa, gusto ulit mag-camp, ang pag-thankyou ng lahat kay GOD kahit sa text lang, pero ang nangyayari eh grabe talaga!!! umaga, tanghalian at gabi, ay walang humpay ang ganito. Naisip ko na lang na napaka-LUPET ni GOD sa YFCFEU. Anggaling nya mag-work sa amin. And we're BLESSED with 20 participants.

Parang a Dream come True ang nangyare, paulit-ulit kong sinasabi na "kakaiba talaga ang feeling lalo na't first time kong maka-experience ng isang Youthcamp sa YFCFEU." kasi nga after a long period of time, hindi nakapag-organize ang YFCFEU ng camp. Ngayon na lang ulet. Sa isang YouthCamp pala tulad nito napag-yu-UNITE ni God, na dati'y sa tingin ko'y malabong mangyari sa YFCFEU. Natutunan ko ang mag;

100% FAITH, 0% DOUBT.

natutunan ko yan habang nag-aasikaso bago ang araw ng aming YOUTHCAMP. Andaming Hassles, at Disappointments; sa Transportation, Venue at BUDGET! pero God proved us wrong na Faith + Work + Prayers will really Save us.

Haayy.. grabe angsarap lang talaga ng feeling. di ko talaga ma-explain!!! yung feeling na REFRESHED, STRENGTHENED at Kahit nakakapagod, GO PA din!!!

Thanks talaga ke GOD for using me as his Instrument! mula sa binigay niya sa aking Opportunity to Speak For HIm sa Session 1 na titled, GOD'S LOVE and HIS PLANS FOR US.

Pati sa pagiging Head ng Music Ministry, super mega duper blessed ang youth camp namin dahil malupet ang musicmin! Sa mga araw ding yun nabuo ang

The MASTER'S band!!!

from my phone.. hehe

with master khen.. from my fone hehe..

percussions : Khen (girl drummer.. ^^)
guitar: Gerald (me)
guitar/bass: Reiner
keyboards: Nesty
rhythm: Yatch (but he didnt played kc Camp Servant sya..)
vocals: Open for audi.. hehe ^^

ang saya-saya talaga!!! kulang pa itong BlogPost na ito para ma-express ko ang SAYA ko!!!!mahal ko kayong lahat!!!

comments naman.. ^^ GB

SABAW

2007-10-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

golly., after a long time of rest, eat and sleep. i never had the time to review. that's why on the first day of our exam., i got "SABAW"ed.. ibig sabihin almost all of my answers are hula lang.. well for me its ok. just like what im always saying, kahit ulitin ko ang isang subject, basta hindi ako mag-ch-cheat in any form. cos i made my commitment. its not between me and my, professors, nor my classmates, friends and even my parents.

for me its between me and my God.

haaay.. ganun talaga. And sa tingin ko tama ginagawa ko. i know he has his plans and his in control. all things happen according to his purpose. and i have to trust to him. i learned not and never to under-estimate the capabilities and powers of God. nothing is impossible for him right!?

ayun. i even owe to him kc gumaling ako kagad.. ^^
meron pa namang tym para makapagprepare sa ibang mga subjects..^^ babawi ako. hehe

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im currently watching SUICIDE CLUB sa crunchyroll..

hanep tong movie nato.. you got to watch this guys. 50+ highschool kids jumping of the railway of train just to kill themselves.. this is crazy, not yet done. I'll write a review on this.. wait for it!!!!

I'm SICK!!!!

2007-10-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

yes you read it right.. i feel so dizzy and heavy. its like the world slows down for me.. its kind of tiring. gee.

this started last tuesday i guess. naulanan ata ako or nalipasan ng gutom.. and wednesday, after delivering a powerfull session in the YouthCamp Training of YFCFEU, I already knew that this would give me an early vacation.. then thursday, after a day full of blowing the nose because of the sipon, i decided to go back home here in QC and not to attend the class on Friday . I called my parents to fetch me over at our apartment. but they said, just ride a taxi and we'll pay the fare here. and thats it.

ganun pa rin hanggang ngayon.. i fell so chilly. haaaiizz..

thanks to those who cared especially before i left, sa dalawa kong kabatak na si Champ at Mike, mga EVP sila. haiizz

thanks for those who offered prayer and texted me.. ^^
______________________________________________
ANNOUNCEMENT
YFC-FEU YOUTH CAMP
OCT. 15-17, 2007
register na..

godbless

this photo is cool

2007-09-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

FEU noong 1966..

got this by random sa Flickr. ahaha

pamilyar ang tambayan na yan eh.

tawag na ngayon jan ay "bilog" ..

grabe ganyan pala hitsura ng mga

estudynte ng FEU noon. wahahaha

cool..

ciao&GB

my new phone

2007-09-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

SAMSUNG SGH-E250

IT'S FEATURES

Camera and camcorder
Music player
Bluetooth
FM radio
Web browser
Voice recorder

OVERVIEW
Premium design meets VGA Camera in the feature-rich SGH-E250, a stylish slider with all the moves. The slim in the slide-up category with refined, classic looks, this GPRS Class 10 tri-band benefits from an extra-large 2 Color TFT, brilliantly set against Black GUI. Multimedia options run the gamut from VGA Camera to camcorder capabilities, MP3 player with A2DP Bluetooth, and trouble-free Email and Web access. Boost 10MB end user memory with invaluable Micro SD external memory and experience speedier downloads with EDGE software. Outstanding features in an exceptionally stylish slide design that conveys confidence, energy and strength of purpose.

-Samsung Digital World

i just bought it yesterday sa cyberzone sa likod ng smNorth kasama ko parents ko.. aaah.. panu ba!? lets just say na nakokonsensya din ako, kasi parang napilitan lang sila na ibili ako ng bagong fone. mukhang nakalimutan ko na mas marami pa kaming pinagkakagastusan ngayun. ang lakas ko pa mag-dabog infront of them thinking hindi nila ako mabibili. ang spoiled brat ko.. kaya kailangan ay bigyan ko sila ng good grades sa studies at magpakabait pa kay GOD..>>

haaaii..

pero ala na ako magawa, asa kamay ko na ang teleponong yun. oo sa una di ko masyado nagustuhan ang fone kasi nga diba, parang napilitan lang sila, tapos anlalaki pa ng mga font na kung iisipin mo ay pwede mabasa ng mga taong nasa likod mo. hehe. parang tinanggalan ka naman ng privacy sa text message!.

at ayun na nga unti-unti ko nang nagugustuhan ang samsung fone ko., kasi mraming nagagandahan at natutuwa,

hahaha. GB

UAAP cheerdance competition season 70

2007-09-18T16:03:00.000+08:00

hehe sa totoo lang di ko to napanood sa araneta, pero gustong gusto ko talaga pumunta hehe.
and nasa WestB SectorCon ako sa nagpunta na ginanap sa St. Paul University. hehe di ko pagpapalit ang saya sa sector con kesa sa Ingay sa araneta. may next year pa naman eh.

dahil may mga contact kaming mga tamawaw sa araneta na nanonood, ay nakibalita na lng kami sa kanila thru text. syempre tatlong universities na naman ang nangunguna sa resulta. ang UST FEU at UP. naguusap-usap ata sila na sila ulit ngayong year tatlo eh!? hehe. palipat lipat lang sila ng posisyon sa 3 spot..

aun this years result of cheerdance competition ay:

new Champion - UP PEP squad
2 - UST Salinggawi
3 - FEU Cheering Squad

wala na ang 6 years winning streak ng UST sa larangan ng cheering.. hehe sayang. Ganun din nangyari sa YFC sectorcon sa St.Paul. ,, ang 2 years winning streak ng BDC (Believe Dance Company) ay wala na din dahil ang nanalo ay ang representative ng SIGA (Serving In God's Army). Kung nandun ka sa Conference na yun ay masasabi mong parang Phil. All-Stars lang ang SIGA dahil sa kanilang dance steps na gaya ng All-stars. kaya yun. nakakabilib galaw nila hehe.

1 - SIGA (new champs, sho'll represent west B sa metrocon)
2 - Campus Based
3- Comm. Based

haaay.. buhay nga naman.. siguro sabi ng Dios, "para maiba naman..!" hehe.. Gods plan yan..

GodBless

As The Spirit Leads - Expose Assembly

2007-09-15T02:30:00.000+08:00

This was my first time to lead a worship on such a crowd like - a hundred of youth from different campuses of WestB. cnt imagine myself speaking in front of them telling them to pray. but GOD is so gracious.. the worship was so awesome that you might feel his presence and spirit.

before the worship I prayed "lord, sana kayo lang talaga makita nila as I speak to them, make me your channel todlivering your message. kasi kinakabahan ako and di ko alam ang gagawin.". at yun nga. nadinig ako ni lord sa kakulitan. I wrote a bulleted notes, para wala akong malimutan na sabihin sa worship. pero nung nasa stage nako, wala akong nasabi.. blanko ang isip ko. what spoke is my sincere heart. and di ko na alam yung sinasabi ko - and siguro yun na yung sinasabi ng household head kong si Kuya eMJ na as the Spirit LEADS.

anggaleng lang talaga ng araw na yun- nakakainspire talaga. haha

nanalo pa sa cheering competition angYFC-FEU!! wohoo.. TAPOS may special performance pa mga
EVP
in the tune of papaya dance!!!

more pics sa multiply ni kuya LIVY

GodBless

LOVING GOD

2007-09-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

ok. being a YFC, we've already heard this lots of times, from the youthcamp, to households, to assemblies and even to the conferences we have. But as a human like you in this unperfect and so unfair world, there's too many hindrances that would not allow us to see God as a Loving God.

Sometimes it is already us who chose not to see, not hear and ignore Gods Love in our lives. We keep on making compromises with God, saying that we'll never be the same like before. We keep on doing things that we know thats not right. And as far as I know, as being leader in a community(CFC-YFC), the marks of Jesus in us slowly disappears if we still do the same things.

So what does this mean!?

I would not be an effective leader or just an example to others that will lead to Jesus. (actually, LAHAT NG SINASABI KO SA TAAS, AKO YAN). syempre people will look up to me and expect good things happening diba?.. As I type this entry, I'm reflecting on the things that I've done. at napapa-iling na lang ako sa sarili ko.

Defense Mechanism: Ang panlaban

But God as a Loving God, and the death of Jesus, It reminds us that God chases after us with such persistent grace that he refuses to let us get away. THAT HE EVEN GAVE UP HIS LIFE JUST FOR US TO LOOK BACK TO GOD.

I know im not the only person who experience this kind of dryness. all of us will come up to the point when we will ask ourselves: "asan na ako!?" - Lost. And just by lookng at the cross magkakaroon ulit ng direksyon ang buhay natin. Just stand Firm in the faith, be brave and be strong(Youngblood), for God will not look to us how dirty we were BUT on how faithful, persistent we are just to also chase the heart of Jesus.
promise brad at sis: God is a Loving God.

sabayan mo pa ng

Backgrounf music: How great is our God.

Mga Sugat - korni pero malupet

2007-09-08T02:32:00.000+08:00

"Maybe God has something for me which I have to discover, deeper than my wounds that needs comprehension and deep understanding.."

September 7, yesterday, minutes before 7 am. woke up by my alarm clock, i saw my right foot bleeding! one of my fingers having small cut.. i got that while sleeping, sa isang bakal na pahaba sa baba ng comforter ko, and its because i have a quite long thighs and legs kaya umabot dun sa may bakal na mahirap i-explain ang hitsura. bleeding still continues and i started to somewhat panicking. buti na lang my student-nurse sa apartment, GJ . he dressed up and started to mummiffy my wound LOL!!! haha.

one of my classmates weirdest and funny reactions:

"wow ka?! nakipag-slamman ka ba sa concert? naapakan ka ata ah.." -rey (corny tol)

haha. not to worsen the situation i got another cut on that same day. also at the apartment. on my right foot naman. i dont know where the hell i got that small cut. fortunately, Kuya nick (one of my hawsm8, pres. YFC-FEU) is with me. he helped me cleaning and dressing my cuts.. sabi ko pwede na siya mag-nursing, accountant kasi sya. lol. Two of our theories where i got my new cut was from my long finger nails (thumb) and from a salugsog!??

wirdo kapatid.. noh!?

hehe. one big realization is that, malayo sa bituka ang mga naging sugat ko. but seriously, compared to the wounds that Christ had during his Crucifixion, parang kagat pa lang ng langgam, it means wala pa to. so i dont have to be mareklamo or blame others for this. and also I saw number of person who really cares!!! Maybe God has something for me which i have to discover, deeper than my wounds that needs comprehension and deep understanding.

sayang lang i dont have pics of my sugats to display.. haha.

GodBless

Our Little Angel

2007-09-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

yan si Yhentel! baby ni ate jing (mommy niya)... mag-3 years old ngayong taon! cute na cute ako sa babing ito. at sa katunayan pangatlo o pangapat ko na siyang fini-feature sa mga blog posts ko.. hehe.. anghel diba?

Tuwang tuwa jan mga magulang ko pati kapatid ko, actualy kahit sinong makakita sa kanya eh matutuwa! haha. pag-nakikita ko nga to eh masaya na rin ang araw ko. hehe gusto niyang lagi syang kinakarga at kinukulet! kaya di ko maiwasang mag-enjoy pag anjan siya. naisip ko sana baby na lang siya parati! malamang imposible yun kasi lalaki din siya at magiging pasaway din.. pero wag naman sana. haha
ayun yun tita ko yung nag-aalaga sa kanya dun sa cavite.. kaya minsan pag-christmas o kahit anung bakasyon eh pumupunta pa kami dun. ewan siguro excited para sa batang ito! hehe.

ang swerte namin binigyan kami ni papa-GOD ng angel nato. sana magka-family gathering ulet para makulet ko to haha. nakakamiss eh..

__________BTW, first article ko to sa bagong bahay (blog) ko. kaya medyo kinakapa ko palang. pero sana mag-enjoy din ako dito..exciting din., oi Fjordz pa-tutor ah..
hehe..
godbless

my first post

2007-09-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

at my new blog...

yeah..