Sunday, December 30, 2007

YFC-FEU Official BLOG

not the actual bloggers

As the number of bloggers in YFC-FEU grow in numbers (don't know if im the one influenced them and they started creating accounts!), writing their realizations, experiences, jokes, books, Whatever. I serve tuloy as their Blogger-Guru. I just decided to create a BLOG for my Organization and its added to my blogger account, so they have to email me their articles and post them. And each will be a contributor.


The site will be just focusing on hmm.. reflections, and announcements of the Group!? And a site where everything will be posted about Us and Updates, to keep communications with the members!


contributors: Ate koo, Dianajoy, Gerald, JM, JV, Karz, Kuya Paul, Letlet, Mimi, Shiegla

Ciao. Godbless
what do you think huh!??
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

Friday, December 14, 2007

as being the EVP

Think. .
the balloons represent dreams..waiting to be set free...and the roots are like..gravity..or a voice of reason..telling them to wait..wait for a better time... by ~Sadir89@DeviantART
Napakasarap pakinggan kapag tinawag kang EVP (Executive Vice President), feeling mo sikat ka sa school, kaway dito- kaway don, andaming bumabati, parang artista nga feeling ko kung minsan. Pero hindi yun ang mahalaga kung bakit ko tinaggap ko ang posisyon ng EVP. siguro no-choice lang talaga nung natawag akong mag-serve, iilan lang kasi kaming lalaki sa YFCFEU noon o kaya sobrang minahal ko lang ang community kaya pati YFC sa skul ay pinasok ko na din.

Sa totoo lang, nahihirapan din ako, nape-pressure na nga ako. lalo na at matatapos na ang term ko as EVP at next year, my final year - ay mag-eevolve na ako sa pagiging presidente. Malamang mas mahirap yun. Evp pa nga lang ako ngarag na eh. Hays. Pero sa kabila ng mga nangyayari hindi ko pa din nalilimutan na mag-enjoy, at kung bakit ko ginagawa itong kabaliwan na to sa pagsese-serve!

EXECUTIVE VICE PRESIDENT (EVP)

  • The office of the EVP is only created once a YFC Campus group reaches “Unit level”, and therefore, those groups eligible for elections.

  • The EVP is “president in training.” His term as president will begin the summer after the school year in which he was elected EVP.

  • The EVP runs the campus under the direction of the president. The president acts as the visionary of the YFC campus group and trainer of the EVP.

  • The EVP sees to it that the direction and plans discussed with and given by the President for the campus are carried out.

  • He presides EXECOM service meetings, gives out and follows up assignments, as determined by the President.

  • He should take care of the details and organize the Prayer meeting.

  • The EVP will assume the position of President if, the latter fails to do his responsibilities, as stated in the by-laws, with the approval of the Cluster Heads and the Execom.

Siguro nagawa ko naman ang iba jan ng maayos. Yung sa pang-apat ang nagiging mahirap sa akin. Parang hanggang plano lang ako. napaka-pessimistic ko. Sabi ko nga dati sa mga housemates ko na Bading ako gumawa ng Desisyon. Andami kong kinatatakutan, tapos puro pa ako reklamo sa Student Affairs namin, kasi hindi kami suportado unlike other student Organizations - non-sectarian kasi.

Hindi ko nga alam kung ano na gagawin ko, ngayong nalalapit na ang Campus tour. At nanga-ngapa pa din ako. Kailangan ko ng mag-isip. Kailangan ko nang mag-plano! Kailangan ko na din atang mag-ayuno. Kahit isang activity man lang sa mapaplano ko ay may matupad. Sana nga lahat eh. hehe

hanggang sa muli!!!! ^^

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Shame on ME! - gosh! another emo post from me!?

emo? na naman ba trip ko? from FLickr


- Shame on me kasi I use to lead and love people, evangelize and inspire others, pero sa sarili ko hindi ko maayos.

- Shame on me kasi I have all the wisdom to know what's right from wrong, and yet I still find myself doing the not-so-good things.

- Shame on me kasi sobrang spoonfed ako sa pagmamahal ni God, pero kadalasan hindi pagmamahal ang naibabalik ko sa kanya.

- Shame on me kasi hindi na ako natuto. Nadapa na't tumayo pero madadapa pa rin sa lugar kung san ako nadapa.

- Shame on me kasi wala akong isang salita, I keep on making promises to him pero nasisira ko lang.

- Shame on me kasi I'm living in two identity. pag kaharap ko ang mga tao ay maayos lang ang lahat pero pag ako na lang mag-isa, ay ibang tao na ako. Nagagawa ko ang mga bagay na di maiisip ninuman na magagawa ko yon.

- Shame on me kasi, si God died for me but in some point of my life- its difficult for me to live for him!

- Shame on me kasi nasasaktan ko diyos ko pero habang nasasaktan siya dahil sakin eh mas lalong humihigpit yung yakap niya sa akin.

Sabi nga ni fjordz , naiinggit sya sa akin kasi parang ang lahat na lang ng bagay ay ngini-ngitian ko lang, pati problema looks just easy for me. pero di nila alam, it kills me slowly.

No, its just between me and my GOd. Nahihiya at naasar lang ako sa sarili ko ngayon. Alam ko na tao lang ako at makakagawa talaga ako ng masama at mistakes. Hindi ko din kayang pantayan lahat ng gawa niya sa akin. Sobrang Depressing lang talaga yung mga nakasulat sa taas. At totoo lang din na Desperado din ang diyos sa atin. Haays. May mga pagkakataon lang na nakakalimutan ko kung ano at sino ako. Pati ang purpose ko. Nawawala ako sa focus ko at yung fire ko sa service ay humihina for some reasons.

Para tayong isang pera, mawala man ang dating malutong at malinis na hitsura o malukot man ng sobra-sobra na pwede ng ipang- "touchingball" ay hindi parin nawawala ang halaga. Ganon ang tingin ng diyos satin.

Ginawa ko lang? nagdasal lang ako. nag-usap kami. With matching reflections songs sa mp3 ko. Hindi ko lang kasi talaga kaya ang 'Dryness'. hindi ko kaya na malayo siya.


I Badly need my God. pag wala siya, basura ako.
Sana lang maka-relate lahat ng babasa.. haaays. open for suggestments and opinions.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

top 7 ako & PARAMORE addiction. .

I was awarded by Jazzy as her Top 7 commentor in her blog, and its my first time to recieve an award in blogging.. ^^ well masaya talga ako! haha parang pang-FAMAS lang ba!? hehe with matching teary eyes..
Super thanks sayo Jazzy! sabi ko sa kanya I'm going to be her regular reader, kasi naman mga post niya parang naka-atend ako ng YouthConference or retreat na sobrang dami mu mapupulot. haha ayan ha prinomote ko na blog mo! hahaha Basta super thanks! keep on inspiring people, serving GOD and writing! http://embracinghislove.blogspot.com/

itong mga nakaraang linggo, ay naadik ako sa bandang PARAMORE (pronounced "Par-a-mour"), yepyep, emo yung mga songs nila pero hindi po ako emo, emo within lang haha... natripan ko lang talaga kanta nila. how Hayley sings and Josh screams.. theyre so talented. Their age are ranging from 17-22. Paramore now primarily consists of Hayley Williams (lead vocals), Josh Farro (lead guitar/backing vocals), Jeremy Davis (bass), and Zac Farro (drums).


yepyep.. I like their songs: My Heart, Emergency, Whoa, When it Rains, Pressure, Born for this... etc. and yes i'm sure that im going to love their other songs too. It has lots of feelings. sarap talaga.. Balita ko lang ha, sabi sakin ni ate kookoo, may pagka christian band ata itong paramore? i dunno, pero its not that surprising because they're not using profane words or bad words in their songs. nag-ggodbless pa nga after performance eh!? basta the're so good!

hays! ciao ulet! salamat JAzzy! may my God and Your God be praised!!!!