Hmmmmmmmm!

(wow!, jan na magsisimula yan.. hehe hug na!)

A hug is a form of physical intimacy similar to the bear hug that generally involves closing or holding the arms around another person or group of persons. The hug is probably the most common human sign of love and affection, along with kissing. A hug is also exchanged as a sign of support and comfort. A hug is the exchange of warmth, usually arising out of joy or happiness at meeting someone.

Sometimes, a HUG is all we need. Better than a kiss. You feel accepted, You feel you're not alone, You feel there's someone who's willing to be with you in your darkest time. You know there's a person who'll love you till your last breath, who'll understand you from the inside-out.

woshooo!!! GB!

Credits:

Photo - Flickr

Hug - Wikipedia

Eulogy ko sa Nasira kong Gitara

Isang pamamaalam

Nalulungkot ako ngayong gabi, hindi ko akalaing ngayon din masisira ang aking pinaka-mamahal kong gitara. Ang sama talaga ng pagkakataon, hindi ko alam kung pano ako makaka-move on sa nangyari. Dahil unang-una, sa tatay ko talaga iyon and binigay lang sa akin kasi nakita niya na pwede ako matuto tugtugin yun.

Matagal-tagal na din ang aming pinag-samahan, kung san-san ko na din yan nadala. Pati nga mga humiram ng gitara ko, hindi ko na mabilang. Natuto ako tumugtog ng gitara dahil sa community na kinabibilangan ko. Mamimis ko talaga tong gitarang to. hindi ko alam kung maayos pa yan sa epoxy clay pero mukhang malala ang kanyang pagkasira, tuluyan nang naputol ang pihitan sa neck nito. haays :(

Akala din pala ni Hiraya, siya ang nakasira, basta nagkaroon lang yan ng malaking crack sa isang matinding pagkabagsak, ayun ang malaki kong pagkukulang sa gitarang yan, madalas kong hinihila lang yan kahit alam kong may hawakan ang case, o ihagis lang sa tabi. Hindi ako naging maingat.

Pero sa kabila ng lahat-lahat, nagpapasalamat ako dahil jan ko tinugtog ang unang mga chords at kantang pinag-aaralan ko. Kasama ko yan tuwing inlab na inlab din ako. Kilala ata ng gitara ko ang lahat ng mga babae na napa-ibig ako. Madami akong maibabaon na magandang alaala kasama yan (nagawa ko na ding kayakap ang gitarang yan habang natutulog, seryoso), ganun ako ka-passionate sa musika. Haay. Sana naririnig mo pa ako, Salamat. parang tao lang eh no.

Sana kasama mo na si God ngayon. Paalam mahal kong gitara, Paalam.

Note: Hiraya naman ang nilagay ko puro na lang Fjordz ang naka-link sa mga post ko eh, maiba naman. hindi naman halatang palagi tayo magkasama. hehe. wag ka na makonsensya jan.

GB

Parang Droga Lang ah!

Just want to grab this chance to update you! haha.. I'm here at E-Lib (Electronic Library) of FEU. actually I was about to research on my assignments. But it seems i waste time clicking here and there and no output at all.

Well, gusto ko lang i-share this inspiring text message I recieved from a friend.

" God reserved something special for us. There is more to our life than we ever thought. There is more to our story than what we have read. There is more to our song that what we have sung. A good author saves the best for last, a great composer keeps his finest for the finish. And God... the author of life & composer of hope has done the same for us..

The Best is yet to come.. be there when God whispers your name. "

Truly, I am blessed for God slowly unfolds his plans for me. From service, studies, family, lovelife, name it! He proves me that never he will leave me - in any battle. He gives trials, problems/ challenges for he want me to learn something and to be stronger. Especially This time that the Campus Tour is just at hand. I have my plans and prayed for it. And still praying for it. And I know it will be just successful as it was. We'll just offer everything to him; the appraisals, claps all for him. For he deserves a reigning glory especially in our campus!.

just like what others utter:

"magpagamit lang tayo sa kanya.."

surely he will.

He loves surprises.. He gives more than we expect, more than the dreams we dreamt. Just claim the victory he won thousands year ago. The best is really yet to come.. The Harvest just near.

Kaninang umaga, I read my Bible. I browse on the other verses after 2 cor 4:5 where the carrying verse or Theme of the Campus Tour was derived.

5 For we do not preach ourselves but Christ Jesus as Lord, and ourselves as your bond-servants for Jesus' sake.

8 we are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not despairing;
9 persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed;

Ang galing lang talaga.. para akong kotse na punong-puno ng gasolina. Parang Droga Lang ah!Na-eexcite tuloy ako. hehe

And before I end my post, I just want to give a little space here in my blog - Greeting Ate Kookoo a Happy Birthday! Hindi na po sya teen! 20 na! haha.. Ate koo, I'm so blessed that we have you as S.S. (Senior Sister) of YFCFEU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Thanks! weeee!

Get To Know More About Me

Get to know more about me. I got this short Video from Youtube. Thanks to Dhoam who made this inspiring Vid. This explains me me ME! Yeah i have kind of different lifestyle.. hehe

Malay mo ikaw din to!? diba!? Please have time to watch..

Thanks! weeee

Crazy over Rubix - What a Surprise!

Sa totoo lang, hindi ho ako adik sa Rubix Cube, wala din ako neto, kahit usong-uso na, hindi ako bumili, hindi ko din alam i-solve at buuin ang puzzle ng laruan na yon. Ang kaya ko lang buuin ay ay iyong front-face (isang side), pagkatapos eh wala na. wala ng kwenta.

Sa apartment kasi, mejo adik kasi ang isa kong hawsmate na si Fjordz sa Rubix, meron na syang orig nito at isang keychain na ang nakasabit ay Rubix pa din. At dahil wala nga namang pagkaka-abalahan sa bahay, dahil wala nga naman kaming TV at Computer - napaglalaruan ko ang mga Rubix nya. Syempre di ko din mabuo dahil bobo ako sa larong yon.

Naisipan kong gumawa ng Letters at Figures sa mga kulay ng Cubes. Sa sorpresa ko, nabuo ko ang letra ng YFC- FEU.

*tignan mo lang mabuti para makita ang aking artwork.. hehe ok kaya baka malabo na mga mata mo..

Whoa!!! Kaya nyo yan!? ha kaya nyo yan!??

New Year's Resolution-iSlash-Short Review of 07

Yes! This is my first post for the year of the rat. Its already 2008, new life, new opportunities, new blessings, new surprises! (alam niyo naman si GOD, mahilig sa sorpresa), new challenges, halos lahat bago! This is a very rare chance na binigay satin to be a better person this year.

At syempre magpapahuli ba si heraldo-desperado!? Definitely a no no. To start of, I made some New Years Resolution-slash-Short Review of 07 – though others may say, it’s a ruling or mag-hinder sa mga ibang bagay na gusto mong gawin. Well for me, atleast I have focused, I prioritized and syempre as part of my goal-setting.

My New Year’s Resolution-slash-ShortReview 0f 07 for 2008

• Be a Better Person! – I learned my lessons from my mistakes last 2007! In addition, make sure not to do it again.

• Study Harder! – being part of a Pilot Class, it doesn’t mean that you’re really doing good in your studies. We also get depressing grades that others get. So have more time in Studies.

• Be Healthy! Eat Healthy! – hmmm. One of my promise to a friend sabi ko, “This year, mag-papataba ako!” yeah.. Ok lang maging magastos, basta sa food! I look payat talaga sabi nila.

• Save More! – Everybody knows that I am a miser (In tagalong kuripot), but I never saved money. I keep on spending to waste. Now, I’ll try to keep some, even mga natirang-baryas sa bulsa ko.

• Keep the Fire Burning! – God has blessed me for over 18 years. And my 2008 was really a Whack! Despite of my downs, I just saw God still hugging me tightly expressing not to give up that he’ll never give up on me.. sweet! I’m so excited to serve him more this year!!!

• Be more Friendly! Talk a lot! – lessen being a suplado. Have more conversations with Friends! Express myself more to people!

• Blog! Blog! Blog! - I see my blog improving for the last quarter of the year, mula sa paglipat sa Blogdrive to Blogger! to my friends, readers and commentors that continuosly supporting. I promise to give you Quality posts/Articles and to update you time to time!

That’s it! I am looking forward for this year! I hope I can make it up for my shortcomings in 07! I hope you are still with me to face my 08! Salamat sa lahat ng mga nakasama ko last year! kung natamaan ka, kasali ka don! Love lots! GodBless!

What’s yours!?

Looking Forward to hear from you!?

PHOTOCREDIT - photo from pookie_san99@Flickr

YFC-FEU Official BLOG

not the actual bloggers

http://yfc-feu.blogspot.com/

As the number of bloggers in YFC-FEU grow in numbers (don't know if im the one influenced them and they started creating accounts!), writing their realizations, experiences, jokes, books, Whatever. I serve tuloy as their Blogger-Guru. I just decided to create a BLOG for my Organization and its added to my blogger account, so they have to email me their articles and post them. And each will be a contributor.

The site will be just focusing on hmm.. reflections, and announcements of the Group!? And a site where everything will be posted about Us and Updates, to keep communications with the members!

contributors: Ate koo, Dianajoy, Gerald, JM, JV, Karz, Kuya Paul, Letlet, Mimi, Shiegla

Ciao. Godbless

what do you think huh!??

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

as being the EVP

Think. .

the balloons represent dreams..waiting to be set free...and the roots are like..gravity..or a voice of reason..telling them to wait..wait for a better time... by ~Sadir89@DeviantART

Napakasarap pakinggan kapag tinawag kang EVP (Executive Vice President), feeling mo sikat ka sa school, kaway dito- kaway don, andaming bumabati, parang artista nga feeling ko kung minsan. Pero hindi yun ang mahalaga kung bakit ko tinaggap ko ang posisyon ng EVP. siguro no-choice lang talaga nung natawag akong mag-serve, iilan lang kasi kaming lalaki sa YFCFEU noon o kaya sobrang minahal ko lang ang community kaya pati YFC sa skul ay pinasok ko na din.

Sa totoo lang, nahihirapan din ako, nape-pressure na nga ako. lalo na at matatapos na ang term ko as EVP at next year, my final year - ay mag-eevolve na ako sa pagiging presidente. Malamang mas mahirap yun. Evp pa nga lang ako ngarag na eh. Hays. Pero sa kabila ng mga nangyayari hindi ko pa din nalilimutan na mag-enjoy, at kung bakit ko ginagawa itong kabaliwan na to sa pagsese-serve!

EXECUTIVE VICE PRESIDENT (EVP)

• 
  The office of the EVP is only created once a YFC Campus group reaches “Unit level”, and therefore, those groups eligible for elections.
• 
  The EVP is “president in training.” His term as president will begin the summer after the school year in which he was elected EVP.
• 
  The EVP runs the campus under the direction of the president. The president acts as the visionary of the YFC campus group and trainer of the EVP.
• 
  The EVP sees to it that the direction and plans discussed with and given by the President for the campus are carried out.
• 
  He presides EXECOM service meetings, gives out and follows up assignments, as determined by the President.
• 
  He should take care of the details and organize the Prayer meeting.
• 
  The EVP will assume the position of President if, the latter fails to do his responsibilities, as stated in the by-laws, with the approval of the Cluster Heads and the Execom.

Siguro nagawa ko naman ang iba jan ng maayos. Yung sa pang-apat ang nagiging mahirap sa akin. Parang hanggang plano lang ako. napaka-pessimistic ko. Sabi ko nga dati sa mga housemates ko na Bading ako gumawa ng Desisyon. Andami kong kinatatakutan, tapos puro pa ako reklamo sa Student Affairs namin, kasi hindi kami suportado unlike other student Organizations - non-sectarian kasi.

Hindi ko nga alam kung ano na gagawin ko, ngayong nalalapit na ang Campus tour. At nanga-ngapa pa din ako. Kailangan ko ng mag-isip. Kailangan ko nang mag-plano! Kailangan ko na din atang mag-ayuno. Kahit isang activity man lang sa mapaplano ko ay may matupad. Sana nga lahat eh. hehe

hanggang sa muli!!!! ^^

Shame on ME! - gosh! another emo post from me!?

emo? na naman ba trip ko? from FLickr

- Shame on me kasi I use to lead and love people, evangelize and inspire others, pero sa sarili ko hindi ko maayos.

- Shame on me kasi I have all the wisdom to know what's right from wrong, and yet I still find myself doing the not-so-good things.

- Shame on me kasi sobrang spoonfed ako sa pagmamahal ni God, pero kadalasan hindi pagmamahal ang naibabalik ko sa kanya.

- Shame on me kasi hindi na ako natuto. Nadapa na't tumayo pero madadapa pa rin sa lugar kung san ako nadapa.

- Shame on me kasi wala akong isang salita, I keep on making promises to him pero nasisira ko lang.

- Shame on me kasi I'm living in two identity. pag kaharap ko ang mga tao ay maayos lang ang lahat pero pag ako na lang mag-isa, ay ibang tao na ako. Nagagawa ko ang mga bagay na di maiisip ninuman na magagawa ko yon.

- Shame on me kasi, si God died for me but in some point of my life- its difficult for me to live for him!

- Shame on me kasi nasasaktan ko diyos ko pero habang nasasaktan siya dahil sakin eh mas lalong humihigpit yung yakap niya sa akin.

Sabi nga ni fjordz , naiinggit sya sa akin kasi parang ang lahat na lang ng bagay ay ngini-ngitian ko lang, pati problema looks just easy for me. pero di nila alam, it kills me slowly.

No, its just between me and my GOd. Nahihiya at naasar lang ako sa sarili ko ngayon. Alam ko na tao lang ako at makakagawa talaga ako ng masama at mistakes. Hindi ko din kayang pantayan lahat ng gawa niya sa akin. Sobrang Depressing lang talaga yung mga nakasulat sa taas. At totoo lang din na Desperado din ang diyos sa atin. Haays. May mga pagkakataon lang na nakakalimutan ko kung ano at sino ako. Pati ang purpose ko. Nawawala ako sa focus ko at yung fire ko sa service ay humihina for some reasons.

Para tayong isang pera, mawala man ang dating malutong at malinis na hitsura o malukot man ng sobra-sobra na pwede ng ipang- "touchingball" ay hindi parin nawawala ang halaga. Ganon ang tingin ng diyos satin.

Ginawa ko lang? nagdasal lang ako. nag-usap kami. With matching reflections songs sa mp3 ko. Hindi ko lang kasi talaga kaya ang 'Dryness'. hindi ko kaya na malayo siya.

I Badly need my God. pag wala siya, basura ako.

Sana lang maka-relate lahat ng babasa.. haaays. open for suggestments and opinions.

top 7 ako & PARAMORE addiction. .

I was awarded by Jazzy as her Top 7 commentor in her blog, and its my first time to recieve an award in blogging.. ^^ well masaya talga ako! haha parang pang-FAMAS lang ba!? hehe with matching teary eyes..

Super thanks sayo Jazzy! sabi ko sa kanya I'm going to be her regular reader, kasi naman mga post niya parang naka-atend ako ng YouthConference or retreat na sobrang dami mu mapupulot. haha ayan ha prinomote ko na blog mo! hahaha Basta super thanks! keep on inspiring people, serving GOD and writing! http://embracinghislove.blogspot.com/

itong mga nakaraang linggo, ay naadik ako sa bandang PARAMORE (pronounced "Par-a-mour"), yepyep, emo yung mga songs nila pero hindi po ako emo, emo within lang haha... natripan ko lang talaga kanta nila. how Hayley sings and Josh screams.. theyre so talented. Their age are ranging from 17-22. Paramore now primarily consists of Hayley Williams (lead vocals), Josh Farro (lead guitar/backing vocals), Jeremy Davis (bass), and Zac Farro (drums).

yepyep.. I like their songs: My Heart, Emergency, Whoa, When it Rains, Pressure, Born for this... etc. and yes i'm sure that im going to love their other songs too. It has lots of feelings. sarap talaga.. Balita ko lang ha, sabi sakin ni ate kookoo, may pagka christian band ata itong paramore? i dunno, pero its not that surprising because they're not using profane words or bad words in their songs. nag-ggodbless pa nga after performance eh!? basta the're so good!

hays! ciao ulet! salamat JAzzy! may my God and Your God be praised!!!!